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It's almost over 
. You figure it out.
Dorian sat on the floor of his studio and starred catatonically at the wall. His mind was blank for a long while and then a voice interrupted the silence. "Don't you ever paint anything happy?" It was her voice of course, he seldom heard anyone else's. How long ago had she asked him that question, he couldn't...
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. You figure it out.
Dorian sat on the floor of his studio and starred catatonically at the wall. His mind was blank for a long while and then a voice interrupted the silence. "Don't you ever paint anything happy?" It was her voice of course, he seldom heard anyone else's. How long ago had she asked him that question, he couldn't...
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wugglyump:
i need to print that heck out.
keep it coming.
keep it coming.
shellymc:
nope...
i still cant figure it out!
i still cant figure it out!
I know I'm recycling but fuck it, I dig it .
Honour was bleeding again and absently wondered why it wouldn't stop. It couldn't have been her period, she hadn't had one in over a year thanks to the heroin and lack of nutrition. So she lay on the floor with her shoulders and head propped up against the wall watching the crotch of her...
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.Honour was bleeding again and absently wondered why it wouldn't stop. It couldn't have been her period, she hadn't had one in over a year thanks to the heroin and lack of nutrition. So she lay on the floor with her shoulders and head propped up against the wall watching the crotch of her...
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xxanastasiaxx:
Glad you recycled it!
I did it too!
I did it too!
suckad:
hah No shit man. I didn't expect to see anyone from the lower cape on here.
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shellymc:
I didnt watch the game...
ive never gotten into any sports
i had a mellow weekend, just catching up with errands and cleaning....
and of course watching a couple movies here and there
ive never gotten into any sports
i had a mellow weekend, just catching up with errands and cleaning....
and of course watching a couple movies here and there
poopy:
i'm fine...sick but fine...maybe Motorhead!!and you?
Hmmm... 
. I should write something here. The Cradle of Filth show last night was cool. I got really drunk. Going into the studio soon to record a three track demo. It's chilly out. The older I get the less I'm sure of, shouldn't it be the other way around?
. I should write something here. The Cradle of Filth show last night was cool. I got really drunk. Going into the studio soon to record a three track demo. It's chilly out. The older I get the less I'm sure of, shouldn't it be the other way around? VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
xxanastasiaxx:
wha? ME? NEVER....
eh..I'm in my prime..
eh..I'm in my prime..
xxanastasiaxx:
hmmm... a chaperon than? a chaperon that gets drunk very easily & does not scare easily...preferably
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poopy:
awesome!!!!!! 
awesome!!!!!!
shellymc:
my weekend was good...
i had dinner with some friends tonight.
Hope you had a good one as well.
now if only i didnt have to go back to work tomorrow
i had dinner with some friends tonight.
Hope you had a good one as well.
now if only i didnt have to go back to work tomorrow
...and then they told me what I should have already known... you won't meet a nice girl in a coffin. Happy Holidays everyone
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strangekitty:
heehee, Highgate is my favorite cemetery EVAR! 
i've seen the eastern half of it, and this weekend we're going to go see the western part, i'm so freakin' excited.
i've seen the eastern half of it, and this weekend we're going to go see the western part, i'm so freakin' excited.
strangekitty:
oh awesome, thanks for the suggestions! i would love to see some other london cemeteries, hopefully we can go to at least one of those. we went to highgate today, didn't see the kitty, but i was in awe at the western half that i had never seen before. AMAZING! i'm glad we got there early, i think we were on one of the last tours of the day.
Death had a tea party today
but I wasn't invited
so here I sit
staring at you with contempt
knowing I've been here once too often
running out of illusions
inventing gods to save my sanity
to protect me from darkness, lonliness
just another human being
dripping with self-importance
amused by a squirrel
outside my window
with a nut
but I wasn't invited
so here I sit
staring at you with contempt
knowing I've been here once too often
running out of illusions
inventing gods to save my sanity
to protect me from darkness, lonliness
just another human being
dripping with self-importance
amused by a squirrel
outside my window
with a nut
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shellymc:
excellent....
we could do lunch or dinner or something.
just keep me up to date
we could do lunch or dinner or something.
just keep me up to date
shellymc:
you too! 
Fuck it, I quit, again. If anyone figures anything out about this world and the people in it please let me know.
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shellymc:
Happy thanksgiving to you as well...
eat, drink and be merry
or just plain drunk
eat, drink and be merry
or just plain drunk
xxanastasiaxx:
If you ever indulge in a tofurky..may i suggest a cajun deep fried tofurky..
Let me check my inbox....I hear that's a good thing to do every now and then
Let me check my inbox....I hear that's a good thing to do every now and then
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xxanastasiaxx:
"wicked" IS a new england thing.. I said "wicked cold" the other day and I wanted to slap myself..I guess it's better than saying freakin' which is a new jersey thing.
Happy Halloween!!!
I'm not really here...
Happy Halloween!!!
I'm not really here...
moonkatz:
Light and dark are relative. As are any adjective terms. What we see is only as we see it, no one else can see it the same way. (And I mean 'see' as in 'experience', for even the blind can see.) In that, we must be tolerant of other points of view and communicate superfluously in order to be able to experience life in the fullest. One man's darkness is another's light, and unless the two converse, they will never know that their perceptions might have been in err, that an inner harmony might be more attainable than they think.
So many people live in that same sort of funk, and never know different. When some small kindness shows them a bright spot, it's sometimes more brilliant than they can actually stand and they hide even farther in their funk, while others wouldn't even be able to recognize the kind act for what it truly is- light in a dark world- because they already think they hung the sun and moon.
Trick or treat?
So many people live in that same sort of funk, and never know different. When some small kindness shows them a bright spot, it's sometimes more brilliant than they can actually stand and they hide even farther in their funk, while others wouldn't even be able to recognize the kind act for what it truly is- light in a dark world- because they already think they hung the sun and moon.
Trick or treat?
The angel cried and the blood dried before it even hit the ground. I did not understand why it's tears were blood, so it explained.
"You see things how you need to see them, not necessarily as they are. To you my tears fall like blood. To you that has impact, meaning. If they were not blood they would be meaningless to you, lost on...
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"You see things how you need to see them, not necessarily as they are. To you my tears fall like blood. To you that has impact, meaning. If they were not blood they would be meaningless to you, lost on...
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moonkatz:
If I catch them, there'll definitely be hell to pay. But I doubt I will. I know the kids down the road (all grown up now) were the sorts to be cruel to animals. But I doubt my cat would have wandered that far. So I've no clue! It could have been months ago or weeks ago. Or even years ago, according to the vet- but Spatz has been an indoor cat for at least the last 5 years.
shellymc:
I'll be working on my apartment as well...
plus getting my car into the shop.
Not exciting at all, but i got to get some stuff done!
hopefully i'll squeeze in a few fun time things here and there
plus getting my car into the shop.
Not exciting at all, but i got to get some stuff done!
hopefully i'll squeeze in a few fun time things here and there
Stagnant
So mother-fucking stagnant
Stench of sterility
What have I done to myself?
It’s all become shadows
Half shadows
Shadows of half shadows
Glimpses of shadows of half shadows
Memories of glimpses of shadows of half shadows
Barely the breath to breathe
What happened?
It’s all dark now
But the curtain never went down
The crowd left
The candles gutted
I sit alone
Giggling at...
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So mother-fucking stagnant
Stench of sterility
What have I done to myself?
It’s all become shadows
Half shadows
Shadows of half shadows
Glimpses of shadows of half shadows
Memories of glimpses of shadows of half shadows
Barely the breath to breathe
What happened?
It’s all dark now
But the curtain never went down
The crowd left
The candles gutted
I sit alone
Giggling at...
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shellymc:
I'm on the road to recovery.. but its still lingering in my chest.
I actuallly took a night off from the internet last night
hope you are doing well!
I actuallly took a night off from the internet last night
hope you are doing well!
veyron:
thanks!
hope you are doing okay and still writing