dreams fall down
dreams fall apart
when no one is watching
why am i obsessed with this self destruction?
locked myself in once again
if i could have it all
it wouldn't be the same
if i could have it all
it wouldn't be enough
dreading the thought of picking it all up again
picking up the shattered peices of my soul
what the fuck......
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dreams fall apart
when no one is watching
why am i obsessed with this self destruction?
locked myself in once again
if i could have it all
it wouldn't be the same
if i could have it all
it wouldn't be enough
dreading the thought of picking it all up again
picking up the shattered peices of my soul
what the fuck......
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why
can't
i
ever
seem
to
sleep
????
might have something to do with the river of alcohol that floods my system daily. must pass out soon.
can't
i
ever
seem
to
sleep
????
might have something to do with the river of alcohol that floods my system daily. must pass out soon.
first day back at work after 1 week off.
wouldn't you know it...busy as fuck.
and they decided to wait till the end of the day to tell me that i have to travel to nashville yet again.
leaping through the air on sunday morning.
anybody know a good dark drinking hole in nashville?!?!
my goal is to hide from the married gals and drink...
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wouldn't you know it...busy as fuck.
and they decided to wait till the end of the day to tell me that i have to travel to nashville yet again.
leaping through the air on sunday morning.
anybody know a good dark drinking hole in nashville?!?!
my goal is to hide from the married gals and drink...
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joy joy joy joy
road trip time
1 week on the road
1 week away from home
i get to see old frinz whom i have not seen for more than a year
one of which is getting married
very excited for him-hope things turn out well for him-he's the coolest person i have ever known
i will be staying with mom and pop for...
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road trip time
1 week on the road
1 week away from home
i get to see old frinz whom i have not seen for more than a year
one of which is getting married
very excited for him-hope things turn out well for him-he's the coolest person i have ever known
i will be staying with mom and pop for...
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trent:
you should pick up hobos on youre way that would make your adventure exciting and deadly
selfcontaining:
yes yes
hobos do make for a fun fun time indeed
wish i would have picked some up
dusty dusty it was while driving
made it back safe, minus the extreme sun burnt flesh on my body
the booze did wonders for numbing the pain
next time i'll keep a sharp eye out for the hobos
hobos do make for a fun fun time indeed
wish i would have picked some up
dusty dusty it was while driving
made it back safe, minus the extreme sun burnt flesh on my body
the booze did wonders for numbing the pain
next time i'll keep a sharp eye out for the hobos
i tried
i tried and failed
i don't give a fuck anymore
i'm tired of feeling sorry for them
tired of trying to understand them
their false ideals
their meaningless feable lives of lies
they don't know me
they have no power over me
i was easily ignored by them
they won't be so lucky
when my blow lands
the pain will be felt for...
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i tried and failed
i don't give a fuck anymore
i'm tired of feeling sorry for them
tired of trying to understand them
their false ideals
their meaningless feable lives of lies
they don't know me
they have no power over me
i was easily ignored by them
they won't be so lucky
when my blow lands
the pain will be felt for...
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i love the smell that comes just before the storm
watching the moon play hide and seek with the clouds
smoking and thinking
drinking and longing
some moments are meant to last forever
some are meant to never have been
i could really go for a very big fire
then i could watch the shadows grow and fade away while the flames dance
watch the...
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watching the moon play hide and seek with the clouds
smoking and thinking
drinking and longing
some moments are meant to last forever
some are meant to never have been
i could really go for a very big fire
then i could watch the shadows grow and fade away while the flames dance
watch the...
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darkness engulfs me as i watch
i watch and wait
but my time is ill spent
all that i wait for has past me by
now the bottle and me are all that is left
now all i can do is dream
dream of a better tomorrow
i watch and wait
but my time is ill spent
all that i wait for has past me by
now the bottle and me are all that is left
now all i can do is dream
dream of a better tomorrow
its all i can do right now
i can hardly stand it
hardly stand myself
the nights and days seem to pass ever so fast now
my habits drag me down
woke up to my daily headache
and thought of her
thought of how she was not the one laying next to me
made me sick enough to doubt myself
made me question my intentions...
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i can hardly stand it
hardly stand myself
the nights and days seem to pass ever so fast now
my habits drag me down
woke up to my daily headache
and thought of her
thought of how she was not the one laying next to me
made me sick enough to doubt myself
made me question my intentions...
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so nashville turned into a booze bath for 15 days straight...but i still managed to work 12 or more hours a day. i so desperately needed the over time.
but damn...oh so tired.
i have decided that i fucking hate nashville (sorry to those of you living there). if i never see that place again i will be nice to everybody....well...
no. i'll be nice...
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but damn...oh so tired.
i have decided that i fucking hate nashville (sorry to those of you living there). if i never see that place again i will be nice to everybody....well...
no. i'll be nice...
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it is time once again to be thrown through the air...
destination: nashville
who knows what trouble will follow...
i seem to drink even more when it is on the company dollar. i like that. i might like that too much.
2 weeks to find me a new belt buckle!
it might be hard to find an even better one than last months belt buckle!...
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destination: nashville
who knows what trouble will follow...
i seem to drink even more when it is on the company dollar. i like that. i might like that too much.
2 weeks to find me a new belt buckle!
it might be hard to find an even better one than last months belt buckle!...
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ivy:
It's all about drinking on the company dollar. Hell, I can't think of an event at my job that lasted more than an hour that didn't involve them providing at least beer...