selfcontaining

sounds of silence
inner walls of my mind caving in
i find myself in the darkness
the brisk night air fills my lungs
my thoughts wander
numbness overcomes my limbs
i wake in a pool of sweat
my stomach twisted
my heart pounding
my mind lightning fast
why didn't you finish me off when you had your chance?
leave my mind
i would stop this if only i could
i'll see you in hell