selena

so much has happened good days good nights generally happy times. i got myslef a job for a start, selling mobile phones- i love my discounts, was never interested in mobiles before and now i just plain harrass people about them and eveolved into a gadget freak. i'm fit too burst. so close to one of the uks best gig venues the academy and apollo i love them. recent bands ive seen were the black keys, alkaline trio ray! and rancid half of whom got to hang out with, they such great guys. starstruck me. gah! my living arrangements are bordering hilarious its all good fun though and at least theres always sum likeminded dweeb to talk with. 5 people in the tiniest cosy 2 beds flat.
i'm such a fuck wit, made a fool of myself last night in front of the one person i actually care about them seeing. got myself into a state sobbing and racked my ribs till i fell asleep. screamed like a banshee it was awful and i wish it was worth it but now i dont know because i can't remember what i was really crying about. i think i just threw a fit cos life wasnt throwing its good stuff my way.
its work out time!EEP! got myself a gym pass, but everyone knows i'll never use the real stuff, if you need me ill be in the sauna steam room or spa yum. sqeaky clean xxxxx
went to a girl v boy punk nite great but shit, they had hardly any decent riot girl tunes i was very upset. at least play some joan jett/le tigre babes in toyland. all we got was hole and my ruin and maybe a handful of others. i have tikets to the distillers which makes a happy selena.

*****i will play my beautiful guitar like a good girl(**

phrase of the week: gnarly fuck
face of the week: eyes wide shut, with blinkers on just in case i try to peek.