holy fuck.
so, as you may or may not be aware, I still live with my parents. Which means I have to adhere to a bullshit curfew. So I snuck out and got really blazed with my friends, and then when I went to go home, I called my little brother to let me in. He was like "julia, I'm at franks house...". He doesn't approve of my lifestyle. ANYWAY so I was fucked, right? But no! Then I decided to climb up the roof by my window, which is right above my dads room. I bet you can guess what happened next. I said I was playing in the snow. At three thirty AM. Right. So he's pretty mad. I told him I'd be in in a minute, and stashed my purse in a birdfeeder. And then I go in. Fuuuuuuuuuck. The thing about being super high around my parents is that I am sure they will call me out, so I start flipping shits over nothing. The only thing saving me right now is the divorce. Divorce makes for more lenient parents. my purse though, my purse is still outside with my weed and my cigarettes and a LOT of condoms. And they will freeze. I will have to get up super early so no one notices. Even though no one will probably go near it. See I'm FREAKING OUT.
right after i got inside i called josh. I like talking to josh when we're high because we get along so ridiculously well. he has never seemed genuinely interested in me other than that. I mean, when we were together we'd talk, but he wouldn't be excited to hear from me. Today when I told him I had to go he was very convincingly disappointed. And high josh does not fake things well. I'm so glad I have friends that I can just call and be like "fucking shit you will never believe what the fuck happened." It's rad. I feel really good about myself right now.
I haven't written this much in so long! I really do enjoy writing. I'm just lazy. haha
xxx
so, as you may or may not be aware, I still live with my parents. Which means I have to adhere to a bullshit curfew. So I snuck out and got really blazed with my friends, and then when I went to go home, I called my little brother to let me in. He was like "julia, I'm at franks house...". He doesn't approve of my lifestyle. ANYWAY so I was fucked, right? But no! Then I decided to climb up the roof by my window, which is right above my dads room. I bet you can guess what happened next. I said I was playing in the snow. At three thirty AM. Right. So he's pretty mad. I told him I'd be in in a minute, and stashed my purse in a birdfeeder. And then I go in. Fuuuuuuuuuck. The thing about being super high around my parents is that I am sure they will call me out, so I start flipping shits over nothing. The only thing saving me right now is the divorce. Divorce makes for more lenient parents. my purse though, my purse is still outside with my weed and my cigarettes and a LOT of condoms. And they will freeze. I will have to get up super early so no one notices. Even though no one will probably go near it. See I'm FREAKING OUT.
right after i got inside i called josh. I like talking to josh when we're high because we get along so ridiculously well. he has never seemed genuinely interested in me other than that. I mean, when we were together we'd talk, but he wouldn't be excited to hear from me. Today when I told him I had to go he was very convincingly disappointed. And high josh does not fake things well. I'm so glad I have friends that I can just call and be like "fucking shit you will never believe what the fuck happened." It's rad. I feel really good about myself right now.
I haven't written this much in so long! I really do enjoy writing. I'm just lazy. haha
xxx
desided:
Awesome, to be honest just call-out your parents and say this is exactly what they would have done at their age or maybe what they thought about doing but didn't have the guts to do. If i wasnt so content at my mum and dads I would have moved out,I still should. I got a big fear of my own sadness which keeps me here. thats it though I'm saving for my own place so that I can distract myself with decorating and going insane with the creative ideas I have. I may end up being a hermit but shit im going to have an awesome place