in cols for a month hangin out with my best friend from the hood and the old days.... weird being in ohio after being away for so long. i shot a 9mm today probably one of the most visceral things i have done in my life. the smell, the action, the impact of the kick on my face. it really brings the pyschology of violence home it is really a weird thing. all that power and command that fits in the palm of a hand.