Alright, with midterms over and winter on the way I've had some time to relax a bit and yesterday I skipped my photography lecture to buy Boarderlands. All I can say is that it's a fucking fantastic game and I almost didn't make it to class this morning because I lost track of time on Xbox Live. It's a sort of pseudo-western futuristic first person shooter RPG. A mouthful but a ton of fun to play! The next few weeks is gonna be expensive: Modern Warfare 2, Assassin's Creed 2, Left4Dead 2... I need a job.
In terms of the girl in my life, things aren't good but could be a lot worse. She really does still care about her ex and she needs to give them a shot again even thought she knows it won't work. It is sort of depressing because everything she says she wants from him is exactly how I feel toward her. But she needs her time and we've talked about a lot of it, so right now I'm going to do my best to be there for her and wait till the time is right for us. That doesn't make it any easier, but some things in life are worth waiting for and I truly believe that she is worth every second.
Not too much planed for this weekend. I might go to a show Saturday at the Attic, and then Sunday I have a church service for my cousin who passed on a few months ago. We weren't too close but I have to be there to support my Godparents.
In terms of the girl in my life, things aren't good but could be a lot worse. She really does still care about her ex and she needs to give them a shot again even thought she knows it won't work. It is sort of depressing because everything she says she wants from him is exactly how I feel toward her. But she needs her time and we've talked about a lot of it, so right now I'm going to do my best to be there for her and wait till the time is right for us. That doesn't make it any easier, but some things in life are worth waiting for and I truly believe that she is worth every second.
Not too much planed for this weekend. I might go to a show Saturday at the Attic, and then Sunday I have a church service for my cousin who passed on a few months ago. We weren't too close but I have to be there to support my Godparents.
But she needs her time and we've talked about a lot of it, so right now I'm going to do my best to be there for her and wait till the time is right for us.
That's all fine and well, just make sure you don't end up unintentionally sequestering yourself in the friend-zone. Unless you want to be in that zone, it's the fucking worst place to be (which you probably already know).
I'm sorry about your cousin. Even if you weren't close to him, it's tough seeing people you love go through emotional upheaval.