well my reason for being here passed away this morning. at the young age of 81. she had so many problems twords the end... i hope it was not to painful of a transition. her funeral will be next sunday. i really dont know what to feel at the moment. this is the second person i had to burry in such a short life time. also, its the second person that was all i have. now that shes gone i literally have nothing but my cats and dog to come home/visit. its a very very lonly feeling. i always wondered what it felt to be totally and completly alone... now im about to find out. its going to be a crazy week for me. getting things in order. making sure my financial situation is stable enough without the extra income i was getting via Social Security. its just so hard to think right now that both of my parents are really gone. i mean wow.... 24 and i have no one to look up to no one to learn from... completly lost in this crazy planet earth. i feel like a dog that has just lost its master. well okay a kittin that lost his master. all i have right now is the sweet sweet hum of my dual g5 to sooth me... and that is a very very sad feeling.
robot_vs_monkey:
sorry to hear that man. but as we know, thats life. you're lost now, but you'll find your way. and when you do, you'll know what you need to do to be where you want to be. but you have to recognize it when it comes, or you'll let it pass you by. Take advantage of what you have now.
