sega_____

He left me.

I can't believe this is happening. Three fucking years we've been together and I've loved every second of it and he's just throwing it all away, just like that. He won't even give it a chance. He said he needs to sort his head out and he can't do it with me. He's moving to uni in a few months and I'm not going to see him again. I have to see him at work practically every day until then. This is killing me. He said that I'm stronger than this and I'll be better off without him but what the fuck does he know, I need him now more than ever and he won't fucking talk to me. I've been in tears non-stop since last night when it happened and I don't know what to do. I can't live without him, he's the best thing that's ever happened to me and I want to spend the rest of our lives together. The fucking stupid thing is he keeps saying he still loves me and wants me... just not right now.... he needs to sort himself out (and by that he means he's going out tonight with his wanker of a mate to go and drunk.) I can't fucking stand this.

I wish I was fucking dead