First of all I want to say thank you to everyone who posted to my last entry, it's nice to know there's people around who care.
Basically what's been happening over the last month (as you may or may not know) is that we'd just been arguing over stupid little things and I've always had such a hard time talking about my feelings to anyone that he gets frustrated that I don't talk anymore. Nothing like this has ever happened before, we've always been fantastic together til recently.
But.... turns out to be the biggest mistake either of us ever made. He rang me this morning to ask if he could come over to talk to me, which he did.
We talked for hours, just about everything that had been bugging us about shit, and what would make things better. I do think that this lapse of faith in ourselves did make us realise something though.. that we both think this is far too important to us and neither of us want to give up on it this easy, especially as it's the first time it's happened..
You probably think I'm really weak and shouldn't have got back with him, but I really am so in love with him and would do anything to make it work and be with him. And I know he feels the same way.
We've worked out a lot of our differences and are just going to take it slow for a while.. like when we were first going out.... and not live in each others pockets as much.....
So... think what you will anyway, I know in my heart we're doing the right thing and I'm much happier now I know.
Basically what's been happening over the last month (as you may or may not know) is that we'd just been arguing over stupid little things and I've always had such a hard time talking about my feelings to anyone that he gets frustrated that I don't talk anymore. Nothing like this has ever happened before, we've always been fantastic together til recently.
But.... turns out to be the biggest mistake either of us ever made. He rang me this morning to ask if he could come over to talk to me, which he did.
We talked for hours, just about everything that had been bugging us about shit, and what would make things better. I do think that this lapse of faith in ourselves did make us realise something though.. that we both think this is far too important to us and neither of us want to give up on it this easy, especially as it's the first time it's happened..
You probably think I'm really weak and shouldn't have got back with him, but I really am so in love with him and would do anything to make it work and be with him. And I know he feels the same way.
We've worked out a lot of our differences and are just going to take it slow for a while.. like when we were first going out.... and not live in each others pockets as much.....
So... think what you will anyway, I know in my heart we're doing the right thing and I'm much happier now I know.
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I'm happy for you hunni.. just make sure you both stay on the same wavelength and know where you stand. Take it slowly, sometimes taking a step back in a relationship can be the best thing for it., x x
The Cat is an eygptian mau. Gotta get me one of those, and try an not the rape the poor thing. The fit-ass-whiskery fuck!
Ive been at city last 2weeks. And 2morrow. H-h-h-h-huzzah! No pressure or nothing... but... TALK TO MEEEE, well im a tad bashful. But still come say hi, if it was actually someone else, well... im sure there loverly to :p
Sounds like theres alot going off in your private life, hope everything works out for the best anyway m'dear. Im offski!