Pretty bitter with school these days , really questioning what the piont of me making all this uselees shit is. Yet as I say that I am dilligently working away on one of my projects. I think half the problem is that I really don't have that much to work on, I don't have a huge work load and I really wish that I did. I feel like I just fuck around all day, and play pool. I'm not myself these days either, I'm always forgetting things and breaking commitments I have with people. Like the other day I just went to class without any books or my essay that was due.... wtf. Idon't know. its liek I have no concience somtimes, I just don't care about anyhting or anyone else. My account runs out in a couple of days, I'm pretty poor right now so I won't be around for a while. bye.
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rin:
that sounds like a shitty feeling. i hope though that you will come out on saturday, or if you dont, that we can hang out sometime...maybe i will write postit notes to put around your house 'DO YOU HAVE YOUR ESSAY?' 'DO YOU HAVE YOUR LUNCH MONEY?'
lotus:
well, still try to remember thanksgiving on the 8th.