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My sister is back in town with my little nephew and her husband. she was visiting her mom for the last two weeks and now is in town to visit. appart from the 1 day two weeks ago I saw her its been two years. so it's pretty cool she's here.

Last night I drank way too much home made wine, it got a little out of hand. I must have smelled pretty shady today at work.

so I am working 5 days a week now plus 5 classes, most days I leave the house at 7:30 and get home around 10 then I do home work untill the wee hours. It feel like I never sleep, I honestly think I'm lossing my mind. On top of all that I need to have a portfolio ready before I go away. I am so disconnected from reallity, I never have any social contact with anyone. work doesn't count cause I have to pretend I'm normal and humor the freaks of society. I just keep becoming more introverted and it sux. all I want to do is go to bed without setting my alarm and not wake up alone. I bet I could sleep for 24 hours strait. I guess the pay off is less than a month away so I shouldn't be so EMO about my situation, there is a purpose.
I don't know if I will come back to school in sept, I might stay down for a year, time will tell. I can go to school anytime, I'm in no rush I guess.

In other news courtney love was so drunk on letterman last week, did anyone see that... It was hard to watch, yet I couldn't turn away.