alot of shit has gone down...the dust is just settling.
well, my girl and i are no longer together.
there is not much more to say about that.
needless to say, self esteem has dropped (more than ever so slightly)
as always self worth comes into question, no matter how many times i tell myself not to let it. I kinda just want to have a smile on for reasons other than a successful mc run.(not that it is a bad reason, cause god i love always being top 5! =-D)
ok well, time to get to work for me, i am setting up the surf camp as of this august, i am contacting the dudes at billabong again, but i moght stay smaller and have non profits and local buisnesses sponsor me than go corporate...because one, it means more flexibility, two, in the end, it is better for the kids, and that is what i am all about.
comic con next week, i am excited about that, and i am slowly finding that no, i am not gonna find anyone else for a little while, maybe it is for the best.
i just can't get the whole no more relationship thing out of my head.
but, i am still going to australia over winter backpacking again,and i am working on the novel once more.
i am making sure i have a full plate.
alas, my truck...is finally being sold, poor baby, we don't have the resources to finish her, and if you ever have a chance to work with off road evolutions...don't, they fucked me over.
for 4 fucking years, and now, the truck that was the love of my life, became a money pit that i was never able to drive again.
i bought it when i was 16.
4 years later, it is not done, and i have to sell it in order to survive...so fuck them
starting to write a real script for the comic...i hope it works.
just alot on my plate.
am now druid class leader (what a fucking nerd huh?) in addition to coop and i starting a new guild horde side.
i made an undead warrior with a purple mohawk (it's a dude)
his name is priscila...anyone who has seen the hugo weaving movie knows
adventures of Priscilla, queen of the desert
anyway, that is my latest cult flick homage.
in addition to being kinda dumped, the girl i was set up with that was supposed to cheer me up..ya she came out the day before...ding number 2 to my ego...god i need to get rid of that thing, i swear it does more hamr than good.
alright, enough blabbering, i need to go list my truck on ebay, and work on the loot table for mc...and draft some numbers for the camp.....
list goes on and on... at least i am busy huh?
anyone want to stop by for a cup of coffee, i am clsoing synergy tomorrow night, and opening on sunday morning.
well, my girl and i are no longer together.
there is not much more to say about that.
needless to say, self esteem has dropped (more than ever so slightly)
as always self worth comes into question, no matter how many times i tell myself not to let it. I kinda just want to have a smile on for reasons other than a successful mc run.(not that it is a bad reason, cause god i love always being top 5! =-D)
ok well, time to get to work for me, i am setting up the surf camp as of this august, i am contacting the dudes at billabong again, but i moght stay smaller and have non profits and local buisnesses sponsor me than go corporate...because one, it means more flexibility, two, in the end, it is better for the kids, and that is what i am all about.
comic con next week, i am excited about that, and i am slowly finding that no, i am not gonna find anyone else for a little while, maybe it is for the best.
i just can't get the whole no more relationship thing out of my head.
but, i am still going to australia over winter backpacking again,and i am working on the novel once more.
i am making sure i have a full plate.
alas, my truck...is finally being sold, poor baby, we don't have the resources to finish her, and if you ever have a chance to work with off road evolutions...don't, they fucked me over.
for 4 fucking years, and now, the truck that was the love of my life, became a money pit that i was never able to drive again.
i bought it when i was 16.
4 years later, it is not done, and i have to sell it in order to survive...so fuck them
starting to write a real script for the comic...i hope it works.
just alot on my plate.
am now druid class leader (what a fucking nerd huh?) in addition to coop and i starting a new guild horde side.
i made an undead warrior with a purple mohawk (it's a dude)
his name is priscila...anyone who has seen the hugo weaving movie knows
adventures of Priscilla, queen of the desert
anyway, that is my latest cult flick homage.
in addition to being kinda dumped, the girl i was set up with that was supposed to cheer me up..ya she came out the day before...ding number 2 to my ego...god i need to get rid of that thing, i swear it does more hamr than good.
alright, enough blabbering, i need to go list my truck on ebay, and work on the loot table for mc...and draft some numbers for the camp.....
list goes on and on... at least i am busy huh?
anyone want to stop by for a cup of coffee, i am clsoing synergy tomorrow night, and opening on sunday morning.