sechenie

for some reason no one can just be my friend. I think they are then they want some sexual favor and when I turn them down i'm no longer worth their time. I have come to realize I will only ever be seen as a sexual object and it makes no sense I am not even that desirable. All I can conclude is it has nothing to do with me at all because they don't even see me. I don't exist all they see is an opportunity and I am so very tired of it.