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They were just showing Gladietorn on TV. I saw it in the theater but I dont know why it just didnt get to me.

I was watching the fnal fight scene, after he starts seeing his house while he is diyng.. first time around, nothing... but this timeI lost it. I was crying like a kid, I swear. believe me.. it wasnt the love story.. or the tragedy of him dying.. I dont know.. men have different channels of grief as women. We may cry at the same things but for different reasons. Its got something to do with him being a father and his family always watching him... something like that.. definetly on the father issue.

I guess Im subconsiusly thinking of a woman and kids.... YIKES

will post again tomorrow.. along with the first installment of my phot diet journal.

BYE