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Today was an emotional roller coaster of a day. Woke up angry, hopefully came to a resolution to a long standing issue. Then got a call from a event/banquet center wanting to discuss me being their house photographer, and then seeing my logo on the sponsorship page for the National Kidney Walk.

oi! so much drama and craziness. its been quite annoying and frustrating.
but in good news. my birthday is in 2 more days not quite sure what i am doing since my husband is supposed to be "surprising" me. so yeah, we will see how that goes.

Sooooo.....

Last night was quite interesting. Let's see what I did.

I received my first cupping session (where they heat up glass cups/jars, place it on your body and create a vacuum). The one on my nipple was 50/50. The person doing the session heated up too long and created a HUGE vacuum on my boob. I had to walk around the party with my...
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my husband took this picture of me today while we were at the park. i really like it. i dont know why, but today felt really special being with him. he took today off, so i had more time t spend with him since i didnt get a lot of 1 on 1 time with him this weekend due to our house guest. but no...
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my birthday is coming up! yay! I will be 24 on the 24th. still not sure what i am doing, but i hope to do something.

anywho-i totally forgot that fathers day was on the 20th, so now with the little money i have, i need to go get a gift for my dad, granddad, and husband. although personally i dont feel like my dad...
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good lord things have been crazy.
yesterday i was so fed up with my husband-i honestly thought about leaving him. not for good, just for a few days/weeks. i needed to clear my head.

i swear, we have the most amazing times, but sometimes he just doesnt understand how his actions can affect me and our relationship. i really dont like fighting, and we usually...
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I had a minor break down last night, where I basically cried into my husbands arms for about two hours until I fell asleep with him holding me. Last night I was in immense pain, more than usually. Every couple of days/weeks the pain increases like crazy. It does get very frustrating. I can't even remember the last time that I have been through a...
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i am 5 lbs away from reaching my first big goal of losing 100 lbs since surgery. to be honest-its weird, like i feel a difference, but not a 100 lb difference. thats like losing paris hilton off of my body! lol

I want a baby dragon, preferaly Toothless from "How to Train your Dragon". He is so cute. But I would like to upgrade him with the taint punching feature-that tail of his can do some damage

major suckage for me