searchinggaze

I've wanted to model for Suicide Girls since my exgirlfriend showed me its wonders a long time ago when I was staying over. In fact, I've had sets made and so forth with polaroids (although I doubt SG allows polaroids, ha)... unfortunately those were destroyed by my boyfriend who thought they might get into the wrong hands, but they were sets nonetheless! I haven't applied to SG because of him -- he's my superego. I aspire to be a teacher (how quaint). Of course, I'm sure he has other reasons why he doesn't want me modeling for SG, but he'll say things such as: "What would happen if your students visit? Or their parents? What about the administration..." and "Think about people you're related to. What if they get a job with the government and lo and behold pictures of you come out and screws up their chances at a career." Things like that scare me. Sadly, my two aspirations do not go hand in hand. How sad.