seanfitz

ok...i'll write something good...have you seen "farenheit 9/11"? that movie is really good...hanging out with my buddy jason in madison making art and listening to music was great...

seriously...why is life so fuckin hard right now? is there something in the air? ah, it's comedy...

why does today, a tuesday, feel exactly like a wednesday? why is everything so impossible today...traffic, the car dealership, starbuck's even...parenthetically, have you ever felt like you weren't in on the joke, so to speak? like whatever is going on in this life, whatever its point is, or whatever seems to make it functional for other people, whatever manual or guide, has not been made...
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spent alot of the weekend hanging out with my son...classic line from him was delivered in a dunkin donuts after half a chocolate frosted and a bout of fidgeting and table kicking: "i need to chill out, right dad?"...he also asked who peter fonda was...3 yr olds are incredible...

also got to make some work and visit friends in madison...it was fun, but i need...
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fall is definitely here...some of the trees on my drive to work are lit up like matches...and my taste in music has turned melancholy (the smiths during rush hour)...October has to be one of my favorite mos...

i cannot wait until today is over...my life is a mess.

ugh...slightly hungover...every time i go to my favorite bar, even if its "just for 1 beer", i feel the same way the next day...sometimes it's bad to reieve preferential treatment from the bartenders (not that i am complaining)...october is shaping up to be fun...tattoo show on oct. 16, social distortion, halloween...

hey...i'll skip the gloomy shit today...today was fine. i am reading an amazing book called "bushido: legacies of the japanese tattoo" by takahiro kitamura and katie kitamura. if you like japanese tattooing, it's a must have.

God, so much time wasted...the older i get, the more pressure i feel to "do" something...to "suceed"...whatever that is...how do you go through life and not fuck up? how do you not squander time, opportunities, resources?

back in the cube on a monday morning...looking out my window, as usual. found out that social d is coming with tiger army. exciting...

hey...my first journal entry...sitting at work, in a cubicle, looking at suicide girls, while i listen to the hum of the office around me. how they keep so busy is a mystery to me...sometimes i have no idea what i should even be doing. i took an office job a couple of mos. ago and i'm starting to regret it. the security looked nice from...
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