SO I am in michigan now....wooohoooo with my lovely fat kat. I love him if only he were a human...male or female....either would be nice.....I am so freaking lonely.
its hard i am in love with 2 completly different people...which is odd since they are opposite sexes...and i am so freaking pissed...she teases me all the time by telling me that i turn her on and yet i am a closet case since i cant tell her that if only she wasnt kidding i would jump at the opportunity to "be" with her.....I have had sex...lots of sex but i never with a women I have never been adventurous...i want to.....if only i had gone to college instead of the military...i would love to move to back to seattle and to be a suicide girl.....i would get an old school sleave of tattoos and a japanese sleeve..then i would take kevy....willing or not...he he he no i couldnt do it unless she was willing.
shes horrible though when she gets drunk shes all over me...she will hug and kiss me...and at first i was all freaked out and i would get embarrassed but then i started to get the tingles in ummm dark places.....and now when i think about it i have to visit my shower...if you know what i mean......god i wish i was more forward....not that it matters now cuz i am all alone here I dont even know anyone here except for the people i work with and i cant get crazy with them...
and the other person i love is not really one person............i love all men...seriously i do its odd I have dated so many different people that when ever i meet a man the first thing that crosses my mind is how they are in bed....and i am sexually deprived! and have been for 10 months or so......im dying!!!!!
god someone send me some love....or sex or something...
its hard i am in love with 2 completly different people...which is odd since they are opposite sexes...and i am so freaking pissed...she teases me all the time by telling me that i turn her on and yet i am a closet case since i cant tell her that if only she wasnt kidding i would jump at the opportunity to "be" with her.....I have had sex...lots of sex but i never with a women I have never been adventurous...i want to.....if only i had gone to college instead of the military...i would love to move to back to seattle and to be a suicide girl.....i would get an old school sleave of tattoos and a japanese sleeve..then i would take kevy....willing or not...he he he no i couldnt do it unless she was willing.
shes horrible though when she gets drunk shes all over me...she will hug and kiss me...and at first i was all freaked out and i would get embarrassed but then i started to get the tingles in ummm dark places.....and now when i think about it i have to visit my shower...if you know what i mean......god i wish i was more forward....not that it matters now cuz i am all alone here I dont even know anyone here except for the people i work with and i cant get crazy with them...
and the other person i love is not really one person............i love all men...seriously i do its odd I have dated so many different people that when ever i meet a man the first thing that crosses my mind is how they are in bed....and i am sexually deprived! and have been for 10 months or so......im dying!!!!!
god someone send me some love....or sex or something...