sea

daaaannnngggg


life really bites right now.

i found out yesterday that my bestest's(who lost her dad to a heart attack last year) mom has breast cancer.
that really sucks for her. like geez...... i cant imagine how bad she must feel right now.
she just finished all of her finals so we're gonna go out for a drink or ten tonight, help get her mind off her family troubles and me to get my mind off stupid disgusting bitches.
i wont even dare talk about it here. but mother f-er. there are so many horrible things running through my mind right now. i dont like feeling this way....

work is like an escape from reality for me. im grateful for it.
i need to get away. and i mean away. i wanna go camping SOOO bad.

soon.


sea ya bitches.