sea

mmmmk.

so i agreed to go out with this english guy i met about a week ago. he's supposed to take me out on sunday night for drinks and whatnot. this would all be totally fine and dandy except as of today i agreed to go out with this other guy the night after. i havent been in this kind of predicament in quite a while. i think ive just been so out of the dating pool for so long that i dont really remember how to string along 2 at once. i dont know how i feel about either one at this point so im not going to make any rash decisions at this time. im gonna go on both dates and feel them out a little and see which one i like better. im just not cut out for this time of playin anymore.
one of them is named steve. ive sorta made it a point to avoid all me by that name. dont ask why. because i dont have a real answer.
i still havent told my boss that i need to cut back on my hours. and i start coaching on tues. what am i so afraid of?....i know she wont fire me. but everytime i start to mention it i tense up and change the subject.
im such a pussy.
drunken debauchery tonight fo sho. im looking forward to it. cheers!

peace.love.and jager-bombs.
xx