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well ive officially put too much on my plate. i have accepted that job as a cheer coach which is 5 nights a week until thanksgiving. i work here at the spa 6 days a week. i applied for the sheriffs academy which i test for next week. and i applied for a flight attendant position. why have i done this you ask? well cuz i wanted to give myself options. problem is, now i have too many options and they conflict with eachother. i cant just quit my job here and try to work things out everywhere else because i have a car payment and now devon and i are moving into a house which i will now have to pay rent for. ive seriously fucked myself. i have no idea what to do or how to discuss these things with my boss. i want to be a sheriff, i was raised to become one, however, if i do that i wont get the chance to travel again for years! if i go for the flight attendant thing, i would have to leave to go to seattle for 2 months and that would mean giving up coaching. all of these things would mean having to cut back on my hours here at the spa which is only gonna piss off my boss and of course lower my paychecks. i dont know what to do, im so unbelievably deep in this hole ive dug for myself.
BLAH!
peace.love. and uncertainty.
xx
well ive officially put too much on my plate. i have accepted that job as a cheer coach which is 5 nights a week until thanksgiving. i work here at the spa 6 days a week. i applied for the sheriffs academy which i test for next week. and i applied for a flight attendant position. why have i done this you ask? well cuz i wanted to give myself options. problem is, now i have too many options and they conflict with eachother. i cant just quit my job here and try to work things out everywhere else because i have a car payment and now devon and i are moving into a house which i will now have to pay rent for. ive seriously fucked myself. i have no idea what to do or how to discuss these things with my boss. i want to be a sheriff, i was raised to become one, however, if i do that i wont get the chance to travel again for years! if i go for the flight attendant thing, i would have to leave to go to seattle for 2 months and that would mean giving up coaching. all of these things would mean having to cut back on my hours here at the spa which is only gonna piss off my boss and of course lower my paychecks. i dont know what to do, im so unbelievably deep in this hole ive dug for myself.
BLAH!
peace.love. and uncertainty.
xx
zoli:
I think they just wanted me in handcuffs cause they know I'd like it 
So you're a cop right? hehe
So you're a cop right? hehe