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Lats Friday was a very emotional roller coaster. I got a call from my brother then from my sister then from a friend of the family all telling me my mother will not live more then 6 months, maybe less. And she wanted to talk with me to clear the air between us.

I talked to her Friday night for 2 hours and I found a way that I can go see her. So i will be in Greenville S.C. June 15th-19th

How life is so interesting. How growth is so interesting. a part of me wanted to just say good radiance another part was yelling "saying she could not die until I had time to forgive her." The the majority of me was like forgive her for what being human trying to live her life trying what she could to do things the best way she could. Then I noticed how foolish I have been for holding onto any anger at all toward her. Not for her sack but for my own.

I am glad I will be getting this chance to say good bye to her.

It brought an interesting thought to my head i was wondering what you guys thought about it.

Is a person ever truly complete? ya know we always say or some say I am complete now or I feel complete what does that term or saying mean anyway to be complete.

I have come to realize that maybe we are never truly complete, because if we were what would be the point of continuing on. to teach others how to reach completeness. hehehehehe

I think we are all always learning and becoming or growing is a better word. Some of us hold ourselves back because we cannot leave things in the past in the past or drop things that truly mean nothing in the larger picture.