well got kicked out of detox the first couple of hours well i kinda kicked myself out when they only gave 10 milagrams fuckers so i got so sick and me and lily flipped before we left and when we got our shit to get well cops flew in from everywhere with guns drawn and yelling in our faces and they pulled me out and...
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fdnymedic:
no prob bro ya know im there for ya ....
fdnymedic:
what happened today? give me a call.
leaving for detox tomarrow thaught i got through my detox taking bupanorphine but when that got out my system i got so fucking sick i could not believe it i was cold and twitching and crying and throwing up and shiting at the same time it was te wordt thing i ever exerienced in my life but tomarow i give myself to another addiction of...
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fdnymedic:
have have to come off it gradully i got sick when i finsihed it too so i had to get more and taper down im still doing it .
good luck
good luck
wow so many responses thanks everyone yall made me the happiest on my b day the ani difranco concert i went to was cool until the end when i got into a fight with a couple of security guards and they held me down and restrained me till the cops came but eventually let me go thank god i did not want to go to...
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fdnymedic:
yea lets hang out anytime bro...wow we can be clean together. gald you didnt go to jail that night... give me a call.
jaidee:
SEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT! I LOVE YOU!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
jaidee
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
jaidee
take me home to where nothing matters and smiles tear away at my teeth find me an angel please i need some breath
stear these thoughts away and brake my syringes
stear these thoughts away and brake my syringes
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les:
have a good one!
su:
Happy Birthday 
lost in life and texas cant wait to get back to ny
benni:
glad to hear that you guys made it okay... hope she gets out soon. 
ill be back. swear.
ill be back. swear.
pumpkineater:
cant even put up a tent.
i hate being around
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lily:
call me tomorrow. sorry about today.
lily:
Open your door. remember?
before i used to fall asleep i'd visit you in the fairy lands, we'd ride over the mountains for hours and wake up still institutionalized. fuck.
before i used to fall asleep i'd visit you in the fairy lands, we'd ride over the mountains for hours and wake up still institutionalized. fuck.
headed off to texas tonite with lily hpefully everything will be ok
moralitydies:
texas is hot
i wanna live in a different kind of way of life it sucks when you find out what life is really like out there and nothing is really the way you want it to be and you have to subdue yourself to everything else it makes you hate life heh i guess nothing really changes does it though just the way you respond and you...
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jadedcoca:
hey....
amirafly:
disappointment around every corner
I shudder at what makes THEM happy
hard to find escape
turn to most like minds
but still struggle to find comfort
I know
I shudder at what makes THEM happy
hard to find escape
turn to most like minds
but still struggle to find comfort
I know
didnt make it to la yet overdoced twice oops but staring to get out of the darkness and into something new hopefully i might be working for this lady with ms disease from drugs so im looking forward to give something back ya know hey lily whats up
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sport:
and by the way scumbag, life aint a chore, human life is the greatest gift in the universe 
nocontrol:
no problem, man. i don't take kindly to that kind of bullshit.
im moving to la on july 4th with 200 dollars in my pocket i hate selling hippe shit but anyway i had a good weekend i went hiking in the mountains and did a photo set for suicide boys so watch out for it guys heh and went and visited my favorite tatoo place and hung out with my home girl sara and then got...
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lily:
thats all your going to say about me, work bitch?
fuck you man.
i don't know why you want to move to La with Vicky, you should move with me to portland when i get out of jail.
You're a Traitor. always were. You pick up any old fag hag who is NOTHING special.
i miss you. I'm sick. monday it will all be dead. blues washed to gray space. i want to look into your eyes right now.
how did your Good enough degree go? did you drink red bull? did you pass the tests?
Love, Your Baby Girl
fuck you man.
i don't know why you want to move to La with Vicky, you should move with me to portland when i get out of jail.
You're a Traitor. always were. You pick up any old fag hag who is NOTHING special.
i miss you. I'm sick. monday it will all be dead. blues washed to gray space. i want to look into your eyes right now.
how did your Good enough degree go? did you drink red bull? did you pass the tests?
Love, Your Baby Girl
voltaire:
why do you think you are qualified? don't think I'm being a jerk. I do this to every applicant. we share personal info in there.
i think ani said it best
"life is just boring chore and im living proof"
fuck society
"life is just boring chore and im living proof"
fuck society
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lily:
ooops
there are exactly six hours until june 2nd
and werd up nigga, i'm chilling in d.c.
I think we have a 6860 here
there are exactly six hours until june 2nd
and werd up nigga, i'm chilling in d.c.
I think we have a 6860 here
lily:
and a fucking 187 when they find me bitch
locked away in my suburb i scratch at the gates to fall upon the hidden streets of america but yet so lost far back into the woods escaping is just an idea fuck i hate crutches
steffi11:
i llove tank girl(comics) and your 2 friends