Do you ever feel so sad, you feel like you're going to break. That's how I feel today. Just remembering a lot of things, but mostly my best friend, Sushma, she died 8 years ago on July 30th (My mom's birthday). She was the best person you'd ever meet and she loved everyone and everything, but she had issues we probably never truly knew all about and she overdosed one night lying next to her sister, who was 14 at the time. We lost a real angel when she died, so many people were left empty when she left us. She would have been a beautiful Suicide Girl. I love her still and miss her so much everyday, I just hope she knows that. I wish she was here just to see Xander growing up, and Vina too. Sorry to be a bummer, but this is just a bad month for me.
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i hope your months improve soon. no one should feel so sad.