Today has been one of the best and worst days.
I woke up, and found out my boyfriend gets off work friday and is comming over at 1. That makes me SOOO HAPPY!
I took my management test at work. This test decided if I could be a manger at Five Guys or not. And I passed, well as my boyfriend said "I housed that shit" got a 99%! and the only reason i got one wrong is cuz we didnt really talk about it. So that made me so happy. I got my Grey shirt and can officially run shifts! biotch
So after work, i had to come home and go to a funeral.
My cousin Sam had a baby April 20th 2009. He was born with a heart defect and at a month old had to have open heart surgery. he came through it very well his heart was healing just fine. So they sent him home from the hospital BUT he wasnt able to bottle feed. So he was still being tube fed. Which was the first mistake, they shouldnt have sent him home without being able to feed properly. Also, doctors tell parents to have their kids sleep on their backs to help prevent SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome) WELL So they had him sleeping on his back and he threw up in his sleep and aspirated the fluid into his lungs and died. Its not fair that he had to pass away because of stupid doctors. Seeing him in the casket was the hardest thing Ive done. I mean i didnt know him, I had only found out my cousin even had a baby 3 weeks ago. But he looked like the most beautiful baby doll in the world sleeping soundly. He's with God now.
Rest In Piece Sam Hogate III
4-20-09
6-7-09
You may have only been with us a short time but you've made your place in our hearts permanent.
So im baking, cuz baking helps me when i am grieving so i bakes some chocolate chip brownies to help sooth myself.
TO THE KITCHEN!!!!!!!!!
Later <3
I woke up, and found out my boyfriend gets off work friday and is comming over at 1. That makes me SOOO HAPPY!
I took my management test at work. This test decided if I could be a manger at Five Guys or not. And I passed, well as my boyfriend said "I housed that shit" got a 99%! and the only reason i got one wrong is cuz we didnt really talk about it. So that made me so happy. I got my Grey shirt and can officially run shifts! biotch
So after work, i had to come home and go to a funeral.
My cousin Sam had a baby April 20th 2009. He was born with a heart defect and at a month old had to have open heart surgery. he came through it very well his heart was healing just fine. So they sent him home from the hospital BUT he wasnt able to bottle feed. So he was still being tube fed. Which was the first mistake, they shouldnt have sent him home without being able to feed properly. Also, doctors tell parents to have their kids sleep on their backs to help prevent SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome) WELL So they had him sleeping on his back and he threw up in his sleep and aspirated the fluid into his lungs and died. Its not fair that he had to pass away because of stupid doctors. Seeing him in the casket was the hardest thing Ive done. I mean i didnt know him, I had only found out my cousin even had a baby 3 weeks ago. But he looked like the most beautiful baby doll in the world sleeping soundly. He's with God now.
Rest In Piece Sam Hogate III
4-20-09
6-7-09
You may have only been with us a short time but you've made your place in our hearts permanent.
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So im baking, cuz baking helps me when i am grieving so i bakes some chocolate chip brownies to help sooth myself.
TO THE KITCHEN!!!!!!!!!
Later <3
and i'm so sorry for your loss, he was such a beautiful baby as i see from the picture.