I got a message from Jo when she got back, just giving me an update. Not sure when I am going to get to see her, but I have a feeling whatever I do will end badly. If I tell her and she doesn't feel on anyway the same I get hurt, if I don't tell her, I get hurt. I am getting so used to being hurt that I have had enough of it, I feel trapped.
This week I went out with Laura from work, we had Chinese and met some of my friends. Martin and Rich at work are convinced it was a date, but it wasn't. I told her what they thought, and you know what she said...we couldn't go out on a date, it would be weird. WEIRD!!! I was going to ask her why, but Rich came into work so I couldn't. But I am still interested in finding out why.
Laura is like Jo in many respects, and that's pretty cool, that's probably why we have become pretty good friend so quickly. She also shares the same narcotic vices. For some reason, not sure why, but I am always attracted to girls with illegal vices. Anyone care to enlighten me on why?
My relationship history is really bad, no long term ones, well, not actual proper relationships, or anything close to them, so I am a little out of my depth with anything like that.
In other news, I bought Sandy Collora's Hunter Prey today. I saw the trailer a while ago and thought I would give it a go. Sandy is a really cool guy and has given me advice before, so I felt obliged to support him.
Tonight, again I spend it alone, so instead I have a short film to write for a tutorial.