I don't like people delving into my personal life, and my too colleagues do try, and it's really annoying. They keep on trying to get me to ask out Melissa again, and I really don't want to. That part of my life is over, I still talk to her every so often, but that's it.
On another note, Jo is going away for a month, so i won't be seeing her for ages, which kinda sucks, she sent me a message to tell me when she was going away. We keep on trying to meet up, but we never seem to get the same times to meet up. I am going to be honest, I am going to miss our epic online conversations and text talk, and I am actually going to miss the excitement and rush when I get to see her, I still like her, allot, and it' quite tragic, you know how it is, right place, wrong time.
So I am going to do what I do, just trundle around looking at life as I do, and then writing about it. If I manage to get the muster, I may attempt to talk to the girl who lives above the shop I work at. She's really cute, I think she's spanish? I managed to say good morning to her the other day. Strange situation. I was sitting on the floor waiting for Rich to open the store up, and I was reading a book on Quantum Mechanics (yes, Quantum mechanics), she walked up to open the flat doors, carrying a box of Frosties and a carton of milk, I said good morning, and it came out a bit muffled. But to be honest, the other two I work with have more confidence than me, and more relationship experience and more charisma. I however am one of these people you have to get to know, I am quite shy, and find it hard to talk to people, unless I can find common ground.
In other news, I got a 20 voucher for Amazon, so I spent it on comics. I bought an Adrian Tomine collection, pre-ordered Scott Pilgrim Vol 6 and another indie book just to make up the amount. It was about fleeting meetings and mis-meetings. Those elements of life where what could have been that didn't happen .
FUCK ME!!! A bat just hit the window!
Sorry, quite the fright.
Maybe I could be him.....
Right, that's enough crap for now. I am going to make some tea.
I am so psyched for Scott Pilgrim! I love how it's obviously a cult movie but it's got a swagger about it.
I too am pretty shy when it comes to women. But I'm a firm believer in the phrase "You only regret the things you don't do". There have been many girls I've liked and I didn't take the chance to talk to them or ask them out when I should of. Sometimes you just gotta go for it. What's the worst that can happen. It's actually not that bad. The worst thing that you can imagine happening really won't. And if the girl DOES tell you to fuck off you can be safe in the knowledge that she wasn't a nice person anyway.
I know I make it sound so easy. I've only ever actually asked out two girls and most of the time I do bottle it myself. I try though.
I too am pretty shy when it comes to women. But I'm a firm believer in the phrase "You only regret the things you don't do". There have been many girls I've liked and I didn't take the chance to talk to them or ask them out when I should of. Sometimes you just gotta go for it. What's the worst that can happen. It's actually not that bad. The worst thing that you can imagine happening really won't. And if the girl DOES tell you to fuck off you can be safe in the knowledge that she wasn't a nice person anyway.
I know I make it sound so easy. I've only ever actually asked out two girls and most of the time I do bottle it myself. I try though.