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Well the animals laugh
From the dark of the wilderness
A baby cries hard
In an apartment complex

As I pass in a car
Buried under the influence
The cities driving me out
of my mind

I've seen a child he's caught
In the sad trap of gravity
He falls from the lowest
Branch of the apple tree

And lands in the grass
And weeps...
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wykkid:
Meaningfull and sincere...

You take it up a notch and never look back
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Lower than piss, have you ever felt like this?



(Judging by your eyes like crystal balls
Madam Me is predicting that your answer will be yes)


Lower than piss, have you ever felt like this??
I can't remember the last time I avoided this....




(and i will keep you warm in hell
yes, i will keep you warm in hell
i will keep you warm...
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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home...
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i didn't go to sleep until late last night. around 3am.
i drank some herbal tea that is supposed to help you sleep. it obviously didn't work.

i hate sleeping alone in my bed. there's nothing like a warm body next to you. something breathing and pulsing and real. i need that so much right now. i need the feeling of waking up in the...
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wykkid:
*hugs*

smile
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wykkid:
Educate me on Nick Cave frown
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take everything bad that happens to you standin' up.

it's the only way you'll make it.



(SIDE NOTE: girl, i love it when your flesh is ripped up.
you're so fucked up,
you pill popping pity
stop being fuckin bored
)

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woke up today to the birds singing and the sun shining.
the first breath i took was fresh air

i fell asleep outside last night.

and i woke up and felt beautiful

maybe i am.

here's to a great fuckin day.





P.S. i quit smoking, it's pretty much official now.
my lungs will thank me someday.

wykkid:
smile

Your lungs will and I kinda will as well. Something we'll talk about later.

Things will be going and looking up cause you are beaituful.

I had a great fuckin day now it's your turn
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I thought things were going great
but I look around and all I can see
from my dilated pupils is the pain that is to come
after a lover has left
the tops of trees are on fire and
the cinders give us light
I scream
I don't want to be pushed away
but as you left me curled on the stone floor
waiting for...
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more bout my REALITY CHECK:

*my life is mine, i'll do what i want when i want
*i have the ability to control myself and my actions and thats it
* NO MORE APOLOGIES

* and more importantly, love all things.

*plus, image is bullshit. so fuck your scene.

*no more hazy eyes baby, only deep blue from now on.
wykkid:
That's what I'm talking about!!

Indi-f'n-viduality!!

Be your damn self and f'n like it ya know
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REALITY CHECK times a million and two!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


thank you, angel.


wykkid:
What was the check wink
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ahhhh!
i love my life.
love love love love love love love it!!!!!

no more fear.
and goddamnit, that's just the way it's gonna have to be!
i have no more time for:
*insecurities
*doubt
*self-rejection
*relationship-worries
*self-adequacy issues
*body-image issues
*"will-i-look-stupid-doing-this?" thoughts

and all related negative areas.

i'm free free free!!!

and i swear if i tried hard enough i could positively fly.


......watch...
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vehemence:
I talked to Jesus last week and he said he loves you, but he wouldn't have sex with you. Then he told me I was going to hell. I told him to eat me. That's usually his line. He tastes like stale bread and cheap wine anyway.
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welly welly well well well.

i got mugged last night.
and i stood outside in the rain and the cold.
in my jesus sandals.
i had a beautiful dream last night.
of parting my thighs in the moonlight
of you catching my ankh in your mouth
as i looked down from up above you
and
those
eyes.
my god, my god,
those eyes.

i miss...
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samyouwell:
haha... nice post... just as i was thinkin hmmm... more profound extracts of personal sentiment....

then the phenomenon bit.... i hope that was meant to be funny cos it tickled me.. biggrin...

cheers kiddo. smile
montressor:
most people, and i do not intend to demean those optimists (this is a perfectly wonderful outlook and i am glad it helps), see the good: the wonderful thinkers (the philosophers [make your choice of any ten or more]), artists who capture the beauty of humankind and the natural world (and those who make pictures of beauty and landscape that prove to be in context horrific scenes of bloodshed and despair). the facts are that everything is relative; experience determines outlook and, of course, those who feel that human suffering outweighs the happiness and joy experienced (such as myself) will continually long for the bliss that escapes them and still endure the pain that is ever present