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why care about ppl who dont give a shit about u....

why fall for ppl's niceness when its just a front to benefit them.....

why stress over shit that has no use stressing over...

why hold back when u have so much to look forward to....

why waste ur time thinking about "what if...."

learn from the past and live for the future.

Today was good...I actually felt like talking to people. It happens every one in a while.

"There is greatness in smallness" quoting it from a candy wrapper I just opened up. Thought that was funny shtuff.

Anyone out there ever seen Boxing Helena...man is that a fucking strange movie or what. Guess it has something to do with making a woman fit into your life and having her like you. Putting her into a box?

Ahhhhhhh-I hate my fucking job.
When will I ever be happy doing what I'm doing right now. I guess when I just calm the fuck down and let things role...only then will I obtain true peace Maybe I could get a job workin' for this joint<<<dreaming>>>

The 4th of July, who's havin' fun?
Will you find or just
I remember when I was younger, fireworks were at your fingertips, now you can't seem to get 'em anywhere legally. I guess thats more true with Cali though. I thought it was funny, back in Michigan they sell that stuff everywhere. You go to the mini-mart and they have black-cats next to the...
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Haven't updated in a while, but my one and only friend left me...
Wen't to Disneyland a few days ago, that place is amazing...what a freakin' escape from reality that place is, my money seemed to escape also. Nothing good ever really comes free though.
The Disneyland Freak Show who's one of your favorite characters? Mine is that cat from Alice in Wonderland. Wanted to...
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I was listening to this on my dinosaur jr cd, of course it's the cover of a cure song. It's so perfect, somebody wants you and you don't realize it until you want and need them. Never on time...I've always been the one to show up late when everyone has already left....

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream"...
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Trapped by the pain of life and then dropped in a tear-tear caught in the spider web, no meds to get rid of the edge
Forward thinking-stop, rewind, no forward, only behind
but I need you, then I have you, the pain subsides into your eyes and forward thinking grabs me by surprise
then protects me to the end of time..........................................................................................You'll find love, just give...
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Check these pics out, nice art....
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This is my life, livin' it I will pay...but why should I care about all that today.

I've been thnkin'...WoW, crazy

...I'd like to think I have some long term goals but they always seem to get blurred by living in the moment.
Anybody out there ever find themselves living in the moment rather than the future...fuck the future, it brings degradation.
The present is...
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I missed you, i did'nt kiss you
Your tears bloomed in my mind then wilted in time
but the sanctity of thine cry is still near, dear and never forgotten-forever in time

Today is the beginning of a new life...?