I've been away for a bit and I just read back to catch up... I don't have any words really but I want you to know that you were always one of my favorite people on here and always such a lovely soul to talk to. I know it's difficult and it hurts so much but you will find happiness and you guys will get there. Don't give up hope K, as long as you have it you'll find a way. You deserve to.
Sending you love and strength