That I wasn't absolute garbage at anything involving people in a day to day environment. This, I can step away from and come back to and everyone's cool. Everything else, is all, I don't know, crap. I just feel like I can't be myself with people. Everyone seems, not fake, not the right word. They seem, distant. Either I am disconnected from them or they are just disconnected from reality in and off itself. Or perhaps both, or perhaps neither. Maybe I'm just losing my mind.
This is all just because I met a person, I got along with her, and when it comes to meeting people I get along with, it scares me, more than anything. It's pretty much the only thing I panic over. People, friends, anything like that, in person, is just way too much for me. I don't know how to handle those situations. Although, fairly certain I probably ruined any potential friendship in a matter of three days. Oh well, lets see what happens next in this amazingly stupid life of mine.
Seriously though, someone please shoot me. I'm getting tired of this shit.