scorpio_

So, maybe someone could help me out with this. I was taking a medication for something, and one of the side-effects was that it could cause depression. I could tell after a week that I was starting to feel a little depressed, but I took it another month before I finally got the doctor to take me off.

In the meantime, I've had this aweful crush for someone since July of last year, and I found out that not only was he not interested in me, but he wants to be with one of my friends. Naturally, he used my feelings for him to his advantage and we fooled around a little bit. To make a long story short, I can't figure out if it's the medicine that's making me feel this way, or if it's this guy I like. I know I need to move on, and get over him, but it's so much easier to say rather than do. Especially when I've liked him for as long as I have.

I've been meeting other guys, but I haven't found that spark. I'm not even sure if a relationship is what I want right now. I just got out of a bad one, and I'm spending a lot of quality time with myself, trying to figure out what kinds of things I like to do, and what type of person I am. It's just so hard to do when I'm as sad and un-motivated as I am right now.

Well, if anyone has any advice, that would be greatly appreciated. I hope I don't bring a downer to anyone's day.

On a happier note: THE MARINERS WON!! THE MARINERS WON!!

Have a good one, kids.