this insomnia is killing me. have resorted to taking sleeping pills. can't lay awake at night tweaking out. my brain won't shut the fuck up. 4am staring at the fucking ceiling, what a nightmare. in other news, work sucks. or should i say the lack of work. going broke. again. putting plans together for some change, hopefully an upward move not a lateral one.
planning on going home to my friends and family for a couple of weeks at the end of june. camping at the beach, riding motorcycles, skulking around richmond late at night. this should be good.
in other news....

planning on going home to my friends and family for a couple of weeks at the end of june. camping at the beach, riding motorcycles, skulking around richmond late at night. this should be good.
in other news....

the trick is (a) being able to afford to see a psychiatrist who can prescribe them and (b) being able to afford the drug.
considering how miserable you sound, it's probably worth sucking cock on capp street to scrounge up the money.
whatever it takes.