Life grinds on in the usual ways.
My love of music is solid, but my involvement in it oscilates. It seems to be on a rising envelope now, and it's the same old thrilling newness which makes me feel more alive. I've started prodding and fumbling with my guitar a little more (it always feels so small), and learned how to play Schism on it last night before a string broke. I'm happy with the way my bass sounds, and with the people I'm playing with. (withwithwith) I'm not at top creativity at the moment, since I can reach a little higher when solidifying a composition than when only jamming (yes, smashing the sounds and intents into the same place, hoping it sort of works)
I thought I was getting back into some sketches, but I'm not. Which is saddening, considering how proud I was of that growing up. Is it lost? Can I simply find it again? Hey, there you are! I missed you...
I'm still single, and I'm still okay with it. I'm not 'looking', but I'm not exactly hiding. I don't go to bars or coffee houses or malls or wherever it is that people might end up talking. My interests are almost exclusively solitary ones. Oh, I like being around people. Sometimes I'll go to one of those places I listed just to be around them, but it's always 'them', always seperate, and always absolutely so. Anyway, the point is that I'd be quite happy to get into someone's, erm, situation? (Did I say 'relationship' as awkwardly as I could? Up there, I thinks
), but it aint a priority.
What else, what else...
Oh, I got a cat. He's pretty great. Well, behaved (for a young cat, tearing up the ceiling an' shit).
I put some accent lights on my motorcycle.
Chrysis told me I'm a hypocrite, and that I can't say shit about gigantic spoilers and coffee-can-mufflers. I disagree, but I can't argue with her because she's wittier than me. And maybe she's right, but that's beside the point.
I'm ecstatic it's warming up. Winter doesn't bother me the way it does most people, I just think it's uncomfortable and inconvienient. It does make me apprieciate spring.
...
Hey, would you do me a favor? Take care of yourself. Really. I don't take very good care of myself sometimes and it's really worthwile, and apparently not as palm-face obvious as one normally thinks. And those people around you that you care about, you're lucky to have them, so don't take them for granted. I sometimes do, and I shouldn't. I'm crazy thankful to have it as good as I do. *shrug* Just thinking about people- hoping on their behalf.