schuldig

I feel lost and alone and abandoned all the time. I feel unhappy all the time. I feel unworthy and unlucky and any other 'un' word you can think of.

I have no creativity left. It's gone. FLown the coop.

I feel souless. Lifeless. Less in everyway.

I feel like I have nothing left. Even my memory and mind are slipping. Once I was merely absent-minded, now I'm more than absent, I'm vaccant. Empty.

I'm sorry.

I don't know what to do.

I've asked before and no one has answers.

Everyone else gets it but me it seems.

I'm cursed.

Just a hopeless attempt at words. Words without meaning; questions without answers.

Forge a path, but to where? And how?Where to start?

I'm scared
Lonely.

That's all I guess.
I feel as if I'm falling apart cell by cell.

I just don't know.

I'm sorry.

(EDIT) And it just keeps getting worse and worse.