schuldig

I had my first Christmas today (yes, on Christmas Eve), with my extended family. It went relatviely well, but I still hate being here. FOr one I have to go to church for two days in a row. Once - tonight - for Christmas Eve service and then again tomorrow, of course, cince it's Sunday. It sucks. I really hate going to church.
And ontop of all that, being here for the holidays means that I'm away from the one person I'd much rather be with - George. It's killing me being so far from him. I don't really like Christmas, but I'd much rather spend my second least favourite holiday with the man I love than with family that drive me insane.
And besides, he's my family now.

I love you baby!!!!

~T