Oh my god. I would so like to thank the most beautiful SG, Voltaire, for the amazing thing that happened to me tonight. I have NEVER, NEVER, NEVER got myself off masturbating. EVER. did I mention NEVER? Anyway, I am this completely high strung loaded gun 24/7 because of it. Not fair. I am so jealous of guys.
Don't get me wrong. I have tried like there is no tomorrow to do so. and..........nothing.......frustration......up ...all.....night. I have given up and accepted that it will never happen and am just happy to check myself out without expectations. My masturbation with getting off is similar to Amelie's reaching her hands in grain. I wear stockings, buy shoes, touch fabrics, and take pictures of myself. This is tactile and mental masturbation.
So today I took out my vibrator, since I had such a good day, and decided to look at some pictures. I always go to this set first and then ogle some others. I have a huge thigh high fetish. I adore the striped knee socks almost as much. I LOOOOVVVVVEEEE wearing these; I find myself rubbing my legs all day when I do. So I am checking these pictures out and I suddenly feel it happening. My utter disbelief allowed it to completely take me by surprise. oh my god! after a million times of unsuccessful masturbation, I orgasmed for the first time!!!!!! my feet are still shaking.
sorry guys. I usually don't ever talk about sex cause I am shy and keep personal stuff to myself. but today I had to share. hope I didn't make you blush. Christ, I could probably fly right now.
Yeah, I so needed that. I really hope I could remember what I did.
til next time,
my love,
Schoolgirl
xoxoxoxox
Don't get me wrong. I have tried like there is no tomorrow to do so. and..........nothing.......frustration......up ...all.....night. I have given up and accepted that it will never happen and am just happy to check myself out without expectations. My masturbation with getting off is similar to Amelie's reaching her hands in grain. I wear stockings, buy shoes, touch fabrics, and take pictures of myself. This is tactile and mental masturbation.
So today I took out my vibrator, since I had such a good day, and decided to look at some pictures. I always go to this set first and then ogle some others. I have a huge thigh high fetish. I adore the striped knee socks almost as much. I LOOOOVVVVVEEEE wearing these; I find myself rubbing my legs all day when I do. So I am checking these pictures out and I suddenly feel it happening. My utter disbelief allowed it to completely take me by surprise. oh my god! after a million times of unsuccessful masturbation, I orgasmed for the first time!!!!!! my feet are still shaking.
sorry guys. I usually don't ever talk about sex cause I am shy and keep personal stuff to myself. but today I had to share. hope I didn't make you blush. Christ, I could probably fly right now.
Yeah, I so needed that. I really hope I could remember what I did.
til next time,
my love,
Schoolgirl
xoxoxoxox
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silencenoir:
That's a hot story 
steelbreeze:
Congrats! It's always wonderful that very first time! Now to keep going and have fun fun fun! 