schoolgirl

I can't take not having a job. this is driving me crazy. I applied for unemployment and I haven't received anything yet. I have applied with every employment agency I could find. I need to pay my rent, we're going to get kicked out. I don't want unemployment, I want a job.

I can't even smile, it's my daughter's first of all those major family holidays. we're supposed to be happy. my inlaws are pretending like I don't exist and I really am resenting this. they need to grow up. it's not their problem, but they are treating me like I wronged them. fuck.

on a happy note, miss em is really great to spend all my time with. I walked her down the hallway last night to take a bath and she just loves baths. So I hold her hands and she takes steps. when she heard the words bath and splash, she got so excited and seriously hauled ass down the hall. The happy face was so cute, I wish I could take a picture. my crazy naked baby made a huge and fun mess. I love her!! she makes life wonderful, if I didn't have her nothing would make sense.


love you guys, I miss certain people. where have you been? and I thank everyone for all the sweet posts I have been receiving.

These are for you