Several thoughts I keep having:
Seems like happiness is a feast or famine kind of thing. Small doses of course. But it's all good.
I had a dream that my Dad died and I was getting a memorial tattoo for him. I think that's fucked up, cause my dad is great and how could I dream such a thing?
If I won the lottery, I would still work and just buy lots of Tredairs and Docs. I can't think of much else I would want.
I have been craving watching porn a lot lately.
People have been telling me that I'm beautiful and look great and have gorgeous hair a lot lately, but I will never believe it.I am prepregnancy weight of 98 lbs and feel huge.
Life is grand and I'm proud to be me. How come I don't sound like I am?
Anyone else feel insecure? What makes you feel better?
love and hugs anyone?
Seems like happiness is a feast or famine kind of thing. Small doses of course. But it's all good.
I had a dream that my Dad died and I was getting a memorial tattoo for him. I think that's fucked up, cause my dad is great and how could I dream such a thing?
If I won the lottery, I would still work and just buy lots of Tredairs and Docs. I can't think of much else I would want.
I have been craving watching porn a lot lately.
People have been telling me that I'm beautiful and look great and have gorgeous hair a lot lately, but I will never believe it.I am prepregnancy weight of 98 lbs and feel huge.
Life is grand and I'm proud to be me. How come I don't sound like I am?
Anyone else feel insecure? What makes you feel better?
love and hugs anyone?
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I'll agree happiness IS a choice b/c life is what you make it.
We talked about your dream but I'll give a quick briefing here: I think dreaming things like that may help us to learn to appreciate people more while they are still here. Let your dad know you love him. Give him a hug and tell him. It will be great I promise love can do amazing things.
If you won the lottery I would be happy.
Porn? How come you never told me you were craving watching porn? Let us watch!
You are beautiful! The most sexy hot chick ever! Every inch of you is spectacular! It makes me sad that you don't believe me and it means more to hear it from other people and not me. It also makes me nervous that you feel "huge" please be careful.
Life won't always be grand and we won't always be proud of ourselves. But learn to be alright with who you are and stand up for yourself. I know during shitty times people look around for others to help bring them up again. You also need to look inside yourself know that you are a strong person and that you have the confidence to take on the world.
I have many insecurities. Some real, some unfounded and ridiculous. Not much makes me feel better about any of them I just try and keep on keepin on.
Love Hugs and Kisses Better than anyone here, all for you
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Respect.