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How would you all feel if you found out I lie to you?

I DID NOT WRITE THIS! MY EDIT.
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maladjusted:
Depends.. though by nature im a forgiving and nonjudgmental person..so just spit it out.. wink
beaky:
I would just want to hear the reason for it all. But you are my friend and will not stop being so just because of that.

kiss

Alx
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yes, I disappeared for a bit and tried being anonymous for several reasons ou don't wanna know. sorry I freaked you out, my friends. thank you for being concerned and missing me as well.

well, all the nice people who were so supportive of me trying to get a new job, your encouragement is so appreciated and and your finger crossing paid off. I HAVE...
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egon:
hey sista
how is new work action going?
good I hope
muzencab:
lie like the wind.
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I have not been around for a while and I do miss you. I have been concentrating on fixing finances and keeping my head above water. this is not easy to do with my sweet little baby. she needs my attention more, so picture me making phone calls, sending emails, applying for jobs, going to appointments, and playing with a baby Em permanently attached to...
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priss:
I hope the interview went well today!!!
kiss for you and baby girl
sebast:
I will miss you bye bye
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okay, cross you fingers for me. again. sorry for making you do that so much, but I have a second interview with a job I'd like. that's right! they called me back! a chemist in the bleach company. ooohhh. me me me! I want it! I'll explain more later if it goes well on tuesday. promise. smile

my little gal is just fine. thank you for...
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sebast:
I'm crossing my finger for you as well. Hope you get that job ! take care smile
horus73:
So how have you been? I haven't heard from you in a while.
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what cheers you up when you're down and out? I usually read or clean or quilt but I'm too restless for that.

things I need:
job
self esteem
new tattoo
a fresh start

Em is sick from her shots. she's expected to have a fever 10 days after getting them. My poor baby was up all night screaming with a fever. the batteries in her...
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oracle:
thanks smile
fdnymedic:
yea they are great live. im kinda curious what their new name will be..they may play one more time here as shai hulud though...that will be great!
have a great weekend yourself smile
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I appreciate all of everyone's kindness. I have no idea the outcome of the problem I mentioned but I do hope my plan works. I will admit to being very frightened. I know I come off all the time with tons of confidence and good spirits, but I am accepting that I'm human and I'm allowed to cry. yeah, I'll take care of everything and...
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hollywoodrocks:
um.. I don't know what's going on I just wanted to comment about your pictures. Your baby is sooooo cute. I think my favorite picture is either "Asleep at the wheel" or "Eating the Warning Lable". Such a cutie... Hey, and you got the whole pretty thing going on too. smile

Well.. it seems as if something is up.. and well of course I have missed it, but from all of the posts I have read in your journal... It looks like everyone cares about and is concerned for you. I hope everything is ok.

Oh, and late.. Happy Birthday. smile

littleredwriter:
oh yeah...jazzersize! i think my mom used to do that!

Industrialcsize...that's what i'm talking about...

Lords of Acid to start and perhaps some instrumental skinny puppy (...like the Centre Bullet) for cool down.

i'm a geek!
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you guys are awesome. 48 comments of birthday wishes indeed made it super happy! I do love you all. It wan't so bad turning 27. I got to choose my bday presents. I now own two new pairs of shoes. shiny clunky may janes make me happy. smile

still hoping to get positve feedback from my interviews. I'm waiting to hear from the paint company and...
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sebast:
HELLO gues what...i got my new tattoo ! yeah
digitusboy:
r u o k ?
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okay, thursday is my birthday. bleh. one step closer to 30 and further from 20. my mom is so sweet, she bought me an early bday present, new converse allstars and a kick ass dress. the cool thing I found out at a kids store is that all stars are available in baby sizes. so hopefully I could soon purchase Em some cute baby shoes...
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daniyell:
thank you. unfortunately, it's been a while since I"ve met anyone else with a conscience and some standards. But at least I know now not to lower mine. smile
dixiedirt:
Happy Birthday to you too! That was so nice of you to wish me a happy.....
you and em are absolutely gorgeous - you must be so proud!
good luck with the chemistry - gotta love an intelligent and beautiful women!
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okay, silly story time.

We took Em to Friday's for dinner and she had a ball. waving to the waitress, distracting other diners, and flirting with the little boy next to her.

Em is still being introduced to table food. I give her a little of my dinner every time I eat and only after she finished her jar food.
This night she ate garlic...
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egon:
hey! thanks for the complement. I've put a couple of hours into it today, and it is looking better than ever! I am reaching that point where i will spend much more time looking at it than painting it, which means it's almost done. I'll post the finished version.
kris7:
I was thinking of this story about Em at work last week, and I couldn't help giggling to myself. *mashed potato SPLAT*

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Em's first birthday was great. thanks for all those wonderful happy birthday wishes for her. she's a big girl now. *cries* please don't grow up too fast! she stood by herself today for a few seconds and fell when she got excited and waved her hands. she rocks. any day she'll be walking and mommy will be right behind her chasing. I have a feeling...
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lonsomnhartbrokn:
I never knew, Happy Birthday Em!!!
Sno day!!! Hooray!!! Lets go make sno angels Portia!!! She like to eat the white stuff! oink
obd:
[Big pat on the back on your way to the interview]

Looking for work is not fun. I'm looking too. Lot's o' luck with the search! smile
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hi, thanks for all that kindness. I'll deal and see what happens. frown

Em's first birthday is Friday the 9th. wish my little girl a happy birthday please. wow, all that time really flew, no one was kidding. still thinking of something to celebrate.

see ya later alligator. kiss
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zgrat:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EM!!!!!!
miao!! smile miao!! smile miao!! smile
evildoc:
Happy Birthday Em

I love Em Warhol! smile
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this can't be happening to me. I've worked so hard. and now this. It feels like I'll never stop crying. what did I do that Karma is kicking my ass in revenge?
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rxqueen:
sweetness!
oh i hope yr alright.
if you want to email me and vent, feel free. or if you want i'll give you the digits and whenever you need to, call!
either way, i hope yr alright now.
here are some e-hugs *HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG*

smile, ok.
it'll be alright.
kiss
sebast:
woo what going on ?? are you alright shocked