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bleh.
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one_pure_thought:
Right Now I'm undecided w/ my major. I think i'm going to end up doing a economics major with a minor in anthropology, Which means i have to transfer out. Right now I'm going to a school that specialized in elementry education. I've got a 3.8-4.0 right now so i'm gonna see where i can transfer out too with that.
I'm also big on track and field and sadly this school's program is piss poor. I throw discus and hammer and there isn't even a goddamn throwing coach anymore. So ideally i want to go to brown or another ivy that's got a good track/economics program
horus73:
I love your new profile pic-the stockings are awesome. They remind me of Tim Burton for some reason.

But bleh, yes-I've been inhaling paint fumes all day-I'm not sure if I should be elated or sick right now-but I'm content
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Hi, I promise no complaining due to the fact that I still plan on making lemonade from those evil lemons I have received in life recently.

Gotta get up early tomorrow and send some resumes to those ads my mom got from the paper and start bugging the people from the career placement agencies. Please someone hire me and love me. Quick! I'm willing to...
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allister:
hey, sweetness. just thought i'd pop in and tell ya that your new profile pic is Absolut Class.

smile
matt_organic:
I did find that quote inspirational, thankyou very much. Where is it from?

P.S. New profile pic = very sexy. tongue
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I posted new pictures, hope you like them.

you know that saying, when life gives you lemons... well, I'm ready to make the best lemonade, really. I wanna pick up the pieces of my life and no longer be confused and scared and unsure. take control.

I like this part of a white zombie song
"I never try anything, I just do it."
makes me...
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horus73:
I've said it before, and I'll say it again, you're daughter is so damn cute. Really, she seems to have a lot of personality in her face and expressions. It's awesome to see how a child feels by the expressions on their face, and I'm having a lot of fun watching my neice grow up-and I find myself more fascinated with her everyday learning and growing.

Make some lemonade, that's what I need to do to, and mayhaps throw out some of the sour lemons in my life right now. But all in all, I'm doing pretty good...
matt_organic:
Thankyou and thankyou.
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I can't take not having a job. this is driving me crazy. I applied for unemployment and I haven't received anything yet. I have applied with every employment agency I could find. I need to pay my rent, we're going to get kicked out. frown frown I don't want unemployment, I want a job. frown frown puke puke

I can't even smile, it's my daughter's first of all those major family...
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tattoosnscrews:
Happy Turkey Day!!!
Eat, Drink & Molest Mary. Hahahaha!
biggrin biggrin biggrin bok biggrin biggrin biggrin
allister:
You are incredibly cool. Hope you had a good Thanksgiving, and that everything worked out fine. Hang in there; you seem to be a very smart person, you should be picked up pretty soon. (You're a scientist, dammit!) Is your little girl doing good? Hope she is. smile btw : I love your new profile picture, you look great as usual. Just hang in there and don't let people get you down. You're tougher than that.

Take care, and keep in touch.

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Okay, So I got layed off on monday the 17th. I hope to have a new job soon. I called and wrote everyone.

The only "good" thing about my unfortunate unemployment us I get to spend tons of time with Miss Em.

Tomorrow is my family reunion and I'm so excited! yay!!!!! I gotta cook something but I haven't decided.

Hey, thanks so much all...
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tattoosnscrews:
Keep on doing that dance until she gets here. I can't wait. I'm so happy hun. I feel like the luckiest man in the whole wide world. biggrin
horus73:
Thanks again for the kind comments and support in my journal. Your words do mean a lot to me smile
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Things here at camp schoolgirl suck big time.

I was the victim of a layoff on monday. This is so scary and embarassing. I have applied for unemployment and am writing resumes like crazy. Even though I hated my job, I needed it badly.

I see lots of mac and cheese and ramen noodles in my future. Em, of course is my priority to take...
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9monty:
Things will work out and at least you have Em to pull positive energy from. There's no way you can't look at her and think everything's terrific.

I was unemployed for 7 months after getting back to MD from Ohio. The good ones always find a way to make it work, and you're a good one.

smile smile smile

Three to build off of.
keithyboy20:
Take it with a pinch of salt, this can be a plus in your life, but remember, it can turn sour pretty quickly. But it seems you're taking the right course of action with this, so keep up the good work.
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I'm still sick and I feel like hell. Em was sick first and she was so miserable. But she's better and gave the cold to me. I'm glad she's all happy and jumpy again. She's my little turtle.

I am so excited about my family reunion next week. We have one every year and I didn't go last year. It's a long drive to Mt....
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superficial:
smile i always wanted kids... but, it's looking like that's farther and farther down the road. frown

i'm sure you're going to make em's first holiday season a blast. smile smile

matt_organic:
Nah you're allowed probationary use of the word 'knackered'. Just as long as you use it well, my child...
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god, I missed being here.

Darlings, check my new em pictures. I'm so proud of that little gal, she's standing up all by herself whenever she gets the chance.

Work sucks, Can I work for you? I'll get beer anytime. damn. I'm never going to leave there. well, maybe. the layoff talk is sounding pretty scary.

I helped paint the family business walls again and...
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superficial:
the other girl is not coming back. i still (and will always) love her... but, it's just never, ever going to be the same. she turned into everything we both ever hated... and i don't have a place for that in my life.

you didn't upset me at all... i love hearing others opinions, even if i don't agree... but, i did just happen to agree with you... so, it's all good. smile

thanks for everything! smile

i wish you all the best! kiss
tattoosnscrews:
Two kiss's back to you in return!
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So, I have decided to return, but with caution due to circumstances and misunderstandings. shocked

Reality checks have been the theme of my past few weeks. I never knew I was such a ditzy thoughtless person. That's definately gotta go.

Well here I am, I missed ya. And I still mean it that I feel lucky to know you. smile
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superficial:
overall, i have been much, much happier lately...

there's still some shit here and there... but, if there wasn't it wouldn't be life. you know?

i hope that you're doing well... i'm on aim a lot lately (my name is in contact in my profile) if you ever wanna chat. smile

i'll talk to you soon!!! smile
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All my love and appreciation for your support and kindness.

Thank you.

I hereby declare this my last journal.

lucky for me to know you.
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matt_organic:
Good luck and good wishes.
jacqui:
Oh No !
where are you going ?
dont go !
*Cries*
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I'm going to see Kittie on Friday as the last show at the Birch Hill. frown and smile

I'm looking forward to spending time with my family this weekend. We'll be going to take pictures of the sandy hook lighthouses.

Emily is crawling all over. I'm so proud of my smart little gal. I promise new pictures soon.

I have a new question of the week:
Do...
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tattoosnscrews:
\m/mad\m/
daysofmetal:
it was nice to meet ya! i hope ya enjoyed the show. it was good but so sad too frown but meetin u was good smile
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I'm into reading magazines these days. I love novels and short stories. But lately I'm reading Maxim, Stuff, GQ, and Esquire.

I have always dismissed reading magazines cause magazines geared toward women are stupid and annoying. All of the subjects on the covers imply that women want information on how to trick men and be slutty. And why are there so many repetative articles about...
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tattoosnscrews:
Thank you as always. You're going to make me adopt you as my sister.
beaky:
Hey baby!!! thank you for your friendship and support... you will be forever in my heart....
Say hello to Em for me...

Write me ok...

kiss

Alx