schmylee

I feel a little awkward ....
This is the second weekend in a row I've gone to church. I am glad I did.

There in lies the awkwardness.

I have never been a religious person. I have always has the beliefs, but never practiced any religion. I , in a way, have been anti-church. Mainly because every time I get a picture of church in my head, I see a bunch of religious "Holy Roller" types looking down on me because I don't fit into the "Christian Mold".

I also feel akward about relaying these feelings on a website that enticed me because of the porn aspect of it. I know I don't "Live the Life". But going to church has made me feel a warmth I havn't felt in a long time. It is also helping me answer some questions about my life that needed answering.

Now, that being said, I don't think I'll ever turn into a "Holy Roller". Its just not in my nature. I just wanted to share a happiness in my life with the people here, and wondering if anyone else here feels the same way.



Well ...gonna be outa town this week ....peace