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Didn't go to Berlin, but these guys arrived to cheer me up! (at least a little bit, I still cried)



I went home with my mum and dad. They took good care of me and I watched a whole bunch of movies. I really liked the movie Freedom Writers and I'm going to buy the book (when I have the money)

Tuesday the doctor gave me four back exercises, one of them hurts like hell. I have to go back tomorrow. He doesn't think it's some sort of muscle problem, but I'm not quit sure if the idea of a bone/nerve problem is more soothing.

Lotje is losing her teeth.

No more sharp little ones to bit me

Saturday we will have a SGNL meet a my place!
ApeLincoln, Kii, Candee, tattoo_fatoe, Evilgasm, Onani and maybe Skurvee, Glue and Stardust will be there!
We will eat and go to winter wonderland (iceskating & corny Christmas stuff)

Other things I've been thinking about: for now I don't want to be a hopeful anymore.
It's not that I don't want to be a SG anymore. But the whole second change thing really is just a way to get free sets online. I don't think it's fair and I noticed a couple of times that sets that were rejected go up on second change the same week, coincedence!
It has NOTHING to do with the girls that have gone live (they deserved it) and I still like the hopefuls and a lot should go live. But just not me a t the moment.

I do want to do other shoots. So let me know if you want to

xxx

Photos from the persistance tour:





Other 'request photos' will come soon. The last on is for ApeLincoln