schmelectra

I just did the one of the hardest things i have ever had to do. I had to call my friend of almost 3 years and tell her that i can't be friends with her anymore.
The thing is, she fucked my best friend's (of almost 10 years) boyfriend. She went over to his house, got drunk and stoned and hit on him. He was in the same state and didn't turn her down.
Now the huge problem is i work with both of them. Great. So i had to call her and tell her that we can't be friends. I'm shaking right now as i type this. I am proud of myself for having the nerve to call her and tell her (well, tell her voicemail since, surprise surprise, she didn't answer the phone.)
But tell her i did. I really hope that she (and he for that matter) will take this opportunity to examine their substance abuse issues. but i doubt it.
What really amazes me is the narcissism that these two displayed with their actions. This whole mess is so fucking selfish and awful. It really breaks my heart. I love this girl with all of heart and i am absolutely livid that they would do this to her.
livid.
oh yeah, and now she has to move out because they were roommates (my two friends). ugh
what a fucking mess.
what a goddamned shit fucking mess.