So, it's 4am and i can't sleep. tomorrow's going to stink. hopefully i'll be able to take a little nap inbetween the meeting i have to go to and when i have to start work. in the end it doesn't really matter.... that 2ish hours won't make a sight of difference, but at least i won't have to ride my bike home in 100 degree weather.
boyfriend w/ car FTW!
since i didn't think i was going to be able to sleep i called my old fake fiance' and talked to him for about 2 hours. i miss that guy. we promised to talk more. now i have to figure out what to do in the next 1.5 hours before i have to leave to go to work because it's too late to sleep.
i guess i'll ramble on here for a bit.
i accidentally took the wrong amount of my medication today because i was half asleep when i took it. that wasn't that great. i am super sensitive to that prescription, and i took too much, so i felt all weird and crazy today. i hate having to take medication to regulate my moods. and it is just that, i have to. i think about it sometimes and wonder if i will be on them for the rest of my life. eventually i come to the realization that, even if i do end up being medicated my whole life, i'll be better off for it. or, alive anyway.
it was strange talking to steve after having not talked to him for any length of time for over 6 months. so much has happened since december, it was hard to remember it all to tell him about it. we promised to talk more. we do that every time though. there was a time when i talked to steve at least once a week for hours. and then it fell off. i dunno what happened. the we started talking again and that's when he became my fake fiance. then we fell off, and now we're trying to get back at it.
i wish i could actually meet steve... it seems so funny that we've been friends for something like 4 years, and yet we've never met.
nothing else really happened today...
tomorrow will be day 5 of my first 5 day work week in at least one year, if not longer.
i'm tired.
not tired enough to sleep, but tired enough to complain!
i guess i could be cleaning or packing or something, but i don't want to wake my room mate.
the cat really wants to go outside, but i don't want to put clothes on and let him out. he'll survive...
geeze, this really is rambley...
i guess i'll go find something else to do. i don't know what, but i'll find it!
boyfriend w/ car FTW!
since i didn't think i was going to be able to sleep i called my old fake fiance' and talked to him for about 2 hours. i miss that guy. we promised to talk more. now i have to figure out what to do in the next 1.5 hours before i have to leave to go to work because it's too late to sleep.
i guess i'll ramble on here for a bit.
i accidentally took the wrong amount of my medication today because i was half asleep when i took it. that wasn't that great. i am super sensitive to that prescription, and i took too much, so i felt all weird and crazy today. i hate having to take medication to regulate my moods. and it is just that, i have to. i think about it sometimes and wonder if i will be on them for the rest of my life. eventually i come to the realization that, even if i do end up being medicated my whole life, i'll be better off for it. or, alive anyway.
it was strange talking to steve after having not talked to him for any length of time for over 6 months. so much has happened since december, it was hard to remember it all to tell him about it. we promised to talk more. we do that every time though. there was a time when i talked to steve at least once a week for hours. and then it fell off. i dunno what happened. the we started talking again and that's when he became my fake fiance. then we fell off, and now we're trying to get back at it.
i wish i could actually meet steve... it seems so funny that we've been friends for something like 4 years, and yet we've never met.
nothing else really happened today...
tomorrow will be day 5 of my first 5 day work week in at least one year, if not longer.
i'm tired.
not tired enough to sleep, but tired enough to complain!
i guess i could be cleaning or packing or something, but i don't want to wake my room mate.
the cat really wants to go outside, but i don't want to put clothes on and let him out. he'll survive...
geeze, this really is rambley...
i guess i'll go find something else to do. i don't know what, but i'll find it!
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bill_the_cat:
I'd show you a map, but it probably wouldn't mean anything.
toothpickmoe:
Ah, the good ol' 4 AM entry.