I didn't get the job 
and it really hit me hard. Part of me so want to end it right now. I won't but I am so tempted, it's scary. Gonna watch survivor and CSI at my folks and go home and cuddle with my teddy and the dread kitty taco.
11:13pm I am always suprised at how looking through job boards can make me feel better but it does. My house really stinks at the moment from the pot handle I almost set on fire. Imagne the way an electrical fire smells and you know how my house smells.
and it really hit me hard. Part of me so want to end it right now. I won't but I am so tempted, it's scary. Gonna watch survivor and CSI at my folks and go home and cuddle with my teddy and the dread kitty taco.
11:13pm I am always suprised at how looking through job boards can make me feel better but it does. My house really stinks at the moment from the pot handle I almost set on fire. Imagne the way an electrical fire smells and you know how my house smells.
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I can understand being depressed about not getting a job, but thoughts of ending it?
A job is an important and necessary thing but you're worth a helluva lot more than that my friend.
Jobs will come and jobs will go but you've got be here to enjoy all of them and all of the other things life has to offer.
I understand how you feel sometimes, i think i really do. i have in the past on more than one occasion attempted to take my own life but will never do so again. Life may be a royal bitch sometimes but it's also a damn good time sometimes as well. You can't have one without the other so personally i've chosen to take both and i hope you always choose to do the same.
Just my philosiphy, take it for what it's worth.
-Josh
I care about you a lot. If you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask.