On July 1st of this year, I hit rock bottom. Not even all the way through with the month, my outlook on life has greatly changed.
I checked myself into a psyche ward because I had become a hazard to myself. I have no shame in admitting I needed help. I'm still struggling with a particular self loathing demon, but change doesn't come over the...
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I checked myself into a psyche ward because I had become a hazard to myself. I have no shame in admitting I needed help. I'm still struggling with a particular self loathing demon, but change doesn't come over the...
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I have hit a sticking point. I've dug myself in a pit of malaise and can't seem to get out. I crave something; I need something I want. And if I don't get it soon, i just may implode.
Chasing this unattainable gratification would be trivial. So do I deny my soul of it until I don't want it anymore? Til it goes away?
My...
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Chasing this unattainable gratification would be trivial. So do I deny my soul of it until I don't want it anymore? Til it goes away?
My...
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schleppy:
MandyB123 I've been chasing the unattainable for longer than I can remember. . . It has done nothing but taunt and hover me. In a very interesting turn of events, it's within my grasp and I think I may finally be satisfied 
I'm hoping it will be the catalyst I need to get me out of my rut. I'll have to let you know how it goes!
I'm hoping it will be the catalyst I need to get me out of my rut. I'll have to let you know how it goes!
mandyb123:
schleppy, are you satisfied? Did your catalyst do its job?
Patron + Heineken + Spanish people = inebriated, delicious madness. It's always a shame to waste good tequila due to puking...
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mandyb123:
..poor Tequila! That's alcohol abuse, you know!
schleppy:
i'm ashamed it went to waste... so sad.
i've been riding the caffeine pony all day. i'm paying for it now.
coffee?! fuckacoffee. for the price of a small @ dunkin's, i can get a bottle of 90 200mg tabs @ walmart. HOWEVER, it does stay in your system pretty damn hard. by hard i mean for a while. i've had about 800mg today.
let's see how long it takes for me to...
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coffee?! fuckacoffee. for the price of a small @ dunkin's, i can get a bottle of 90 200mg tabs @ walmart. HOWEVER, it does stay in your system pretty damn hard. by hard i mean for a while. i've had about 800mg today.
let's see how long it takes for me to...
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amarena:
I'm so excited, I'm so excited, I'm so...so...scared!
LMFAO
LMFAO
schleppy:
This scene is never NOT funny.
i'm not doing it right... ugh.
schleppy:
thanks!
son of a bitch.
i been trying to upload pictures and such, but my pixels are too damn big. my head is rather large; maybe that's why. i'm working on it, though...
i been trying to upload pictures and such, but my pixels are too damn big. my head is rather large; maybe that's why. i'm working on it, though...
Sooo I guess people like to put pics in blogs a lot.
I guess I'm slacking.
Anyone got a Nikon I can borrow?
I guess I'm slacking.
Anyone got a Nikon I can borrow?
fifthblade:
no problem amigo, and thanks! glad you dig the ink.
neeeeon:
thank you! 
cure my boredom. and my hunger.
fifthblade:
hey man, thanks for the request, I'm equally new, but been finding my way around slowly but surely.
holla at me if i can help in any way.
holla at me if i can help in any way.
Ugh.
anybody got any blog writing tips?! 
gi_jo:
i fill my blog with pictures. i'm to scatter brained to write a full blog and i doubt people really want to read it. people always like looking at pictures!!
I'm super glad to hear you're coming back into your own!! I know how difficult it can be, but you'll do fine!