I love the way I feel right now, for I am totally confident. In overcoming the chalenges of the past years and standing where I am right now. I am really feeling good about myself. Today I did as little as possible and allowed my mind and body to rest. - It was much needed. Tomorrow I am going to start anew. What is different is that I shall be starting down a road that I have allready laid out and have well planed the evolutions that are going to take place over these next couple of months. The stresses and uncertanty are gone and I am filled with a great feeling of pride knowing that I have done it.
My life has come around through the bitter bullshit and horrid hell that it has been, obstacles conqured and glass celings shattered. I have worked my way up to where I am now and as of right now I am really on top of my game. I was thinking back on a quote from the movie vanilla sky, "You cannot appreciate the sweet untill you have had the bitter, and my friend, I have had the bitter so I can fully apprecate the sweet." This really rings true to me where I am sitting right now. There is 0% term oil in my life as of this moment in time. It is almost a Euphoric feeling looking to the future with the utmost certanty and crystal clarity of what is to come. And better yet to know that it is going to be very good things.
In the spirit of starting anew, I have kicked off many old love intrests, friends and other folks off of my messengers, out of my adress book, cell phone and life in general. Lately I have made some great new friends, and met some women that I thank are really awsome. l think that leaving the ones I am behind and moving on with the future is the best thing I chould have done for myself. So if your still in my friends list, you know what that means
Tonight I reloaded bullets for the first time ever, Uncle Don helped me make some loads custom that would work best in my Para Ordanance. The gun has been having problems with ammo binding up in the mag, these seem to cycle flawlessly. First thing in the morning we are going to go shooting. It will be interesting to see how it works.
Time for me to call it a night, going to be a buisy day tomorrow.
My life has come around through the bitter bullshit and horrid hell that it has been, obstacles conqured and glass celings shattered. I have worked my way up to where I am now and as of right now I am really on top of my game. I was thinking back on a quote from the movie vanilla sky, "You cannot appreciate the sweet untill you have had the bitter, and my friend, I have had the bitter so I can fully apprecate the sweet." This really rings true to me where I am sitting right now. There is 0% term oil in my life as of this moment in time. It is almost a Euphoric feeling looking to the future with the utmost certanty and crystal clarity of what is to come. And better yet to know that it is going to be very good things.
In the spirit of starting anew, I have kicked off many old love intrests, friends and other folks off of my messengers, out of my adress book, cell phone and life in general. Lately I have made some great new friends, and met some women that I thank are really awsome. l think that leaving the ones I am behind and moving on with the future is the best thing I chould have done for myself. So if your still in my friends list, you know what that means
Tonight I reloaded bullets for the first time ever, Uncle Don helped me make some loads custom that would work best in my Para Ordanance. The gun has been having problems with ammo binding up in the mag, these seem to cycle flawlessly. First thing in the morning we are going to go shooting. It will be interesting to see how it works.
Time for me to call it a night, going to be a buisy day tomorrow.
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I honestly wouldn't want something like that - I'm terrified of guns and stuff!