schismatic_god

I am in kind of a strange mood right now, I dont know what to think, there is a woman who has been in my life for a long time, about 4 years to date. After I had my accident I met her, and she helped me learn to live again, she has been a very dear friend to me, however, I can feel things starting to grow between she and I, and I feel funny about it. I am not sure to persue it or not. She is flying down to see me for the 4th of july. As well she is a Canadian so that makes things a bit more difacult. I really value my friendship with her and dont want to mess it up, but on the other hand she and I being such good friends It could become so much more because we allready know that we can get along with out having sex. She has been though some pretty tough times herself, and I have helped her though a few of them, the last thing I want to do is bring any kind of drama into her life. I think it would be safe to say that I do love her as a friend. She is a very dear person to me, this is why I am beating myself up over it so much, if she were just some girl I'd go for it in a second, but she isnt just some girl, she is Laura.

Yeah, what they say is true, when you stop looking.